& Sunday, October 30, 2005
woo.finally am here to blog. lol.yesterday was so..so..boring..?? alittle la. went to grandma's hse.ate. played.ate again.and back home.and then.ya.ate again! oh man.im growing around my waist.=x hmm.watched tv.blah blah.so bored. he was online.then the computer d/c. and when i signed in.he was gone.i was like..SOBS! lol.okay.whatever.coz even if nothing went wrong,im not sure if i would have the courage to chat with him or not.im seriously debating within me wherther should i delete him or not. fine.i shall not.haaz.cant bear to la. =x hmm. i seriously dont know what to do la.there my friend is,cant get over someone and me consoling her and all that. here i am,cant get over someone too.what the heck la. this proves the old saying, "easier said than done" eh? haaz.fine fine.im dumb. blah. ok.no connections.blah. miss him la!!!!!! hais.viewed someone's blog. hais.dont tell me he says all the same old sweettalkings to every girl who fell for him arh. seriously,i can kill myself if this is the case. hais.
why does my heart cry.
):Labels: friends; pals; bestie
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