& Tuesday, January 30, 2007
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
=D
ss test was okay, hist test was not so okay. phys test was okay. tmr chinese test n i think it's going to be not so okay. phys is getting more and more boring. mr yip!!!!! i need you backkkk! ): i miss mdm loo too. even though she kept complaining to mummy about my words and everything but eh. i miss her lessonsssssssss. her lessons are more productive than mdm peng's one man! grrrrrrrr! ): chemistry's balancing of equations seem better now. not so alien-ty. =x remedials are so not cool. haaz suhaizat's way of speaking. =x *sheepish grin* anyway, tmr is going to be a long long long long day. SIGH. followed by training. x.xLabels: school. grrr.
( 6:13 PM )
& Sunday, January 28, 2007
it's sooooooooooo xzxzxzxz cold. o man o man! brrrrr~ i feel like im in.. well. north pole? south pole? wherever it's colder! arrrrgh! cold cold cold! anyway, tution-ed and did hmwk n still have lots more hmwk! grr. ss test tmr? great man. ): anyway, tmr going to that urm parliament house? hope it's going to be fun fun fun! i dont want to go there and just yawn yawn yawn. grrrr. histogram polygon. histogram polygon. histogram polygon. mean median mode. mean median mode. mean median mode. suck la.Labels: random
( 6:15 PM )
&
okay.. so i didnt swim today. the weather too cold. =x i didnt play a lot today. too much hmwk. zzz.. so, i went to cut hair. well, i did eat a lot a lot a lot though. zzz.. and i still feel like puking now.
i keep singing yesterday, why we got to play these games we play.Labels: random
( 12:24 AM )
& Friday, January 26, 2007
grrrrrr. day by day ive been updating and it's all about disliking chinese lessons. o well.. im still disliking it til today. what Hao freaking Zuo Wen book man. waste of money. anyway, today was relatively okay. was so happy cos mr tay didnt come to the parade sq. was hoping no combine-class-chem lessons, no chem lessons at all period. little did i know.... those in his class got to go down cos hes there! grrrrrrrr. was hoping he had mc or whatever. o well. at least tdy is practical n can play arnd a bit. but but but but but. chem still bores me la. anyway, combined humans. mrs chan gave all of us worksheet to do and within 5 mins since i got it, i lost it. LOL. 5 mins only! so just told her i didnt get it. blah blah. chinese remedial at the end of the day foor 1 hr. mdm peng scolded for 40 mins like that? left 20 mins for remedial. CA week next week? blah.
anyway, then went home changed for training then off to westmall to buy something. then rushed all the way to jurong west stadium for training. rain! so happy! thought can go gym. but just as mr lim n ms azlin stepped into the stadium, the rain stopped. -.- carried on with stadium-training. ahhhhh! i so hate running in stadiums. sigh. ahhhhhhh sch life makes my entries so boring. grrrr.
tmr im going to swim swim swim! then grandma's hse then play play play! then family gathering dinner? im going to eat eat eat! =DLabels: school. grrr.
( 8:49 PM )
& Thursday, January 25, 2007
i seriously dislike chinese lessons. stupid crackhead. rude. grrr. o why o why.Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:50 PM )
& Wednesday, January 24, 2007
tdy's like okay. crackhead. i hate chinese lessons. freak man. freak freak freak! anyway i hate chinese period, period. grr. lesson ends at 3.10 and lit remedial til 4.40. ran home to get shoes and ran back sch for training. for all i know the security guard tot im a nutcase. anyway, blah. training was slack. i like. cos my shins pain. aha. she loves him but he loves her but she loves him. LOLOLOLOLOL. "love is more than just a game for two." =xLabels: school. grrr.
( 8:19 PM )
& Tuesday, January 23, 2007
crap la kay. crackhead. super duper crap. everything's wrong. ah whatever. CRAP. grrr. conclusion: i dont know how to read signs. Labels: random
( 5:58 PM )
& Monday, January 22, 2007
today was zzz. sprained my ankle twice in 5 mins (and it's the same ankle i twisted twice) during hse practice. zzz.. the girls saw. so damn malu. ): luckily angie n the rest of the guys never see. =D cos i fell. -.- anyway. ying ying is super bloody good and i think she can get top 5 for this yr C' girls cross-country. =D my sucessor. =x hmmmm. sch was pretty okay. quite boring? quite un-boring. whatever la. just.. sick and tired of stuffs.Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:47 PM )
& Sunday, January 21, 2007
Robbie Williams- No Regrets
Tell me a story
Where we all change
And we'd live our lives together
And not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind it was
Mine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...
No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for each other
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother
I don't want to hate but that's
All you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live
No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
(We've been told you stay up late)
I know they're still talking
(You're far too short to carry weight)
The demons in your head
(Return the videos they're late)
If I could just stop hating you
(Goodbye)
I'd feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs (insane)
The ones where we all laugh (so lame)
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you it was a real blast
No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
Write me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
Everything I wanted to be every
Time I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave
I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and
Everytime you smiled
I felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you
For a while
Then it passes by me and I think of
Someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is
Officially dead
=D i love this song! robbieeeeee williamsssssss! (: he's so smart. =DLabels: lyrics
( 11:27 AM )
& Saturday, January 20, 2007
okay. ngee ann's 1st race of 2007! (: kumaran clinched 19th for individual sec sch guys. suria clinched 9th. or is it 8th? o well he's super nevertheless! =) ytd had a super unpleasant thing during training's warm-down. just super duper uber glad that suhaizat and i made up. ah i wont step down and i wont quit school team. cos i know if i do, i'll bound to regret and miss the lovely people. (: o well.. anyway, left a few more months to nationals. then we'll all step down TOGETHER. haaz. one for all, all for one. set the pace and win the race! (: i love bl track. (: anyway, let these photos do the talking! (:
all of us. =D some werent here though. o wells.
(:
the guys.
BL's very own Mr Sexy. hahaha!
norman and suria!
the guys! sort of.
the women! =P anqin came though shes from badminton! haaz. to support and for the Open House.
was trying to get kavin norman n suria. then mr lim stood up and blocked norman.
was focusing on latif but somehow i didnt realise suhaizat's head was in too.
random.
the statue of liberty. =x
last but not least, 7th guy! shafie! never giving up! (:
6th bl guy. aaron with his pace.
5th bl guy! mr sexy! haaz. suhaizat. =x
3rd and 4th blss guys! kavin with norman hot on his heels.
2nd bl guy! kumaran! our superstar. haaz. =P
1st blss guy! suria! (:
girls starting the race 10 mins after the guys. 3/4 of them are cedar girls. it was a sure clinch for them. 1st, 2nd and 3rd.
Labels: track
( 4:10 PM )
& Friday, January 19, 2007
training later. "welcome-ing" the sec 1s. ngee ann poly race + open house tmr. many homework. structured remedial begins next week. house-practices. trainings. goody. -.- chem test. WONDERFULLY done. dum dee dee dum. should have came late like my good partner. =xLabels: school. grrr.
( 1:20 PM )
& Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i really dont know what to do. ive always loved running since i was in p2. the passion started forming and soon i was the best female runner in pri sch as what my coach told me. i loved running so damn bloody much. then the coach pulled me into track. i continued with hockey as my first cca though. then when i entered boon lay i was so pissed. cos there was no hockey. but i was freaking overjoyed cos there's track! okay cross-country. unfortunately, i was allocated to vball. -.- okay fine joined track anyway regardless what that bong said. loved running all the way til sec3. shins' splint. great. both shins injured. i took a bloody break and from then on, my freaking stamina dropped all the bloody way to my toes. so heartbreaking! it's like.. not some dumb typical break-up-with-a-boyfriend kind of feeling. it's so much worse. my eight-year passion cheating on me. okay not cheating on me. i made a mistake to rest. cos nevertheless, this pain followed me all the way til today, 17th jan 2007. blah. stupid freaking break indeed. last time it was like the more i run the more i love it. now it's like. the more i run the more i hate it? i asked ms azlin whrthr can i step down as vice-capt or not. then doris can just replace me. ms azlin gave me a week to think over. i even told her i wanted to quit sch team. just join the recreational team la. whatever. this saturday having a race at ngee ann. if i dont go, the whole girls team cant go. so of cos i have to go. sigh.. i dont want to pull the team down? but then why should i continue if i hate running? okay blah. i have a week to think through. a bloody week. ive thought about quiting track totally since the ending of november last yr. now im given a week to think through abt not quiting sch team and not stepping down. if i quit, i cant turn back and cry over spilt milk. if i dont quit, im just stressing my shins and my heart out and wasting precious time. my 8 year passion versus wasting time and stressing my shins. ):? this has otally ruined my mood for the whole training just now. ):Labels: feelings., track
( 6:42 PM )
& Tuesday, January 16, 2007
im so slpy.................. ): i kept waking up then slping back then waking up then slping. so i went to bathed then i went to slp again. okay this sounds so wrong and anyway tdy is fantastic cos i feel that ive achieve something at the end of the day during lesson. im not making any sense but, heck! hmmm. doris did not come to school today so that doesnt make my day o-so-fantastic afterall. but still a little fantastic. okay shit this is dumb. im still half-awake i guess. im so going to hate tmr. lessons til 3.10? sad case. surely drag til 3.20 at least, by the time i leave class. then training at 3.30. grrrrr. thinking abt it makes me slpy alrdy. *yawns* =/
Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:48 PM )
& Monday, January 15, 2007
ive never beeeeeen so freaking bloody pissed before!! damn bloody arogant sec 1! beautiful name spoilt by freaking ugly rotton decomposed screwed attitude! damn it! i feel like punching her kicking her killing her! ): but of cos i wont. i'll just make her run round and round and round arnd the canteen....... (: im going to so freaking make her run. shes going to be so freaking regretful that she has been so rude, disrespectful, disgusting, bitchy and inconsiderate. shes going to suffer in the remaining venus house-pract. thats if she turns up. hope she doesnt turn up. but on the 2nd thought...... it seems a wase to not torture her with endurance runs. (: screw her!Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:56 PM )
& Sunday, January 14, 2007
things im going to say goodbye to:
1. long hours blog-hopping & msn-ing & gaming.
2. long hours of tv watching(though thrs like nothing nice to watch lately)
3. long hours of lying on the bed staring into space.
4. literally & basically staring into space.
5. trust people with eyes closed but heart opened.
6. junk food.
things im going to say hello to:
1. many hmwk from tution and school.
2. more intensive trainings.
3. minus 5kg.
4. more sit-ups.
5. more greens & fruits.
6. more water.
things im going to search for:
1. passion for running. it's gone.
2. determination.
3. self-discipline.Labels: feelings.
( 5:50 PM )
& Saturday, January 13, 2007
nelly furtado- Say It Right
In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan
Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me
I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonight you tonight
Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me
From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?
i love this song too! =DLabels: lyrics
( 9:24 PM )
&
haaz just reached home not long ago. morn went pulau ubin? ya. cycled. so muddy! so tiring! so cold! but i like. =D i woke up late cos i didnt hear the hp ring. doris called 4 times and i just slept thru until she called my home then mummy woke me up. -.- hmmmm. cycled and it was fun! haaz. go all the way there eat 7-11. LOL. (: the cats so cute! =D i dont really like the dogs though. hmmm. out with mummy after that. (: all in all, i love tdy! (:
hmmmmmmmmmm. ytd. last day of grooming course? public speaking. haaz. quite okay. coach ruth sooooooooooooooooooooo bloody much better than ms jean! coach garry looks a little like jian jie though. esp the sideview. haaz =x after that took some pics and then was raining cats and dogs. still the same, doris feng soon and i went wisma. then trained back n feng soon went home while doris and i went back jp to collect some stuffs. (:
sch starting properly next week! sigh.Labels: friends; pals; bestie, school. grrr.
( 9:19 PM )
& Friday, January 12, 2007
naz n i. =)
doris, feng sooon and me! =)
doris and me! =) the greatest pal anyone can have. =D
ah ling, jing wee and me! (:
my best 2-days-younger-partner! jing weeeeeeee! =D
Labels: school. grrr.
( 11:25 PM )
& Thursday, January 11, 2007
today grooming course day 2! tdy so suck lo. wore a diff higher n sharper n thinner heel slippers and had 6 blisters & i dunno why, 2 cuts. -.- i hate heeeeeels! had dunno what massage blah toning blah moisturing thingy? catwalks? i forgot. had recess. LOL. the toning cleaning moisturing face part i skipped the middle part cos accompanied doris cos the olive oil i accidentally spilled on her pants. =x cos i help her open then the thing too slippery then it just tilt. ): felt so bad. ): so acmpnd her to the toilet and washed then no freaking tissue can?! so kiam siap! anyway, so missed it n the ms jean fed up with us and another bunch of girls cos she saw that we never mask our face yet? hey we're like so innocent kay! alrdy told her we go toilet cos of the spilled oil thingy she say okay, okay! damn her. hmmmm whatever. im in a bad mood cos of my legs. hmmmmm. anyway after everything. crazy camera whoring. suhaizat jing wee andrew doris i forgot alrdy. then celebrate doris bdae. =D shes 16! =D heez. pics with doris n andrew n jing wee. next time then upload. =DLabels: school. grrr.
( 6:39 PM )
& Wednesday, January 10, 2007
went for the grooming course. for the first time in my entire 15 plus plus plus years i ate the plate of vegetable salad all by myself! (: i ate! chew & swallow instead of gulping down with water. =x haaz. =D anyway. mum's footwear killed me. =x i cant sit on the floor properly cross-legged in the hall during morn assembly! too tight at the butt. =x no wonder ah ling kept saying i need to diet. =x o well. picture in doris' hp! (: tmr is day 2! i seriously hope ms ho allows us to go casual on fri. =D and eh. suhaizat asked me to keep his keys & specs and theyre still with me now?!?!?! just waiting for him to realise and then call me. =x lets see how observant he is.
Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:17 PM )
& Tuesday, January 09, 2007
hmmmmm. today was relatively not bad. i think. combined humans.. got scolded first thing in the morn. -.- internet hmwk. mother tongue spoilt my mood. eng was okay. not sitting with edmund alrdy. heh. =x anyway. recess then blackout! shiok! phys lesson the thing not okay yet. 5 mins later then okay. not shiok one. sel was discussing abt the grooming thing. -.- rap. okay. nothing much. apart from a talking to from ms sandra. okayyyyyyy. tmr. im going to wear my sis's shirt, my sis's pants, my mother's footwear. okay. just pray i dont break my ankles. just now sort of self-train with suhaizat & ah ling! =D mr tan came! to lend suhaizat pants and shoes. o.O haaz. =)Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:08 PM )
& Monday, January 08, 2007
okay okay okay! hse practice was okay except for two "$£^:@&£%"*! girls. okay. hmmm. basically, wendy trained the guys & girls for their shotput! =D thanks wendy if you happen to read this! =D okay after hse pract ms chong, andrew, doris, some sec2 guys some sec3 guys and suhaizat & i played floorball! =D played til 6plus? izzit? anything! we won! =D okay the pple im same team with won. cos i dont really know them. =x haaz. anyway. wed. zzzzzzzzzzz! fine dining? fine lunching? what the heck. im paired up with suhaizat by mr tay. okay. im feeling xzxzxz shiok?! but maybe i'll change to wang cheng tmr? cos qiting wants suhaizat. i feel so guilty okay?! suhaizat & i alrdy so close then if now pair up again then like "play-cheat"? anyway suhaizat is right. we shld try & learn the skills with someone we dont rlly know so can like.. be experienced for future datings?!?! (even though pulling/pushing chairs is not my duty! =P)i dunno how to explain but heck la! im going to pair with wang cheng to minimize my guilt. if can then change. cannot then. omg okay? anyway, whatever! it's just once lunch?! okay. sch was pretty much okay. eng im like sitting with edmund?! edmund lim. emmeline(air-mer-leen). pronounce quickly and you'll geddit. =O hmmmmmmm. nothing much. okay im keep nothing-much-ing but this post seems long. tmr self-training with doris since this whole week no training? then after that going jp to get the pants. hope it's still there! (:Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:58 PM )
& Sunday, January 07, 2007
okay! ytd went shopping with mummy and o boy my legs! they felt as if iron bars balls tubes whatever are hung onto them. reached home arnd going to 12? cookies again! =D anyway this is so random. hmmm. ytd's pics.
mr lim & ms azlin. track tchers.
them with the medals & trophies we won from everywhere. =x
those who turned up ytd. some were late. -.-
haaz doris & i squeezed wen zong to the edge of the chair. =x
kumaran! our superstar! haaz. (:
okay im lazy to put the rest alrdy. anyway some pics are with ah ling. (: house practice tmr? what the heck?Labels: random, track
( 12:53 PM )
& Saturday, January 06, 2007
okay! tdy had the sec1 cca open hse thingy. reached sch arnd 9.15? anyway. set up board & blah blah & played arnd & took photos & blah blah. it was pretty nice just that. well. i dont know what to say. after that went gek poh kfc with the track guys & some other sec3 guys? they ate so slow. =x anyway, went to see them play soccer at the s.s.c near pps. suhaizat said it was near pps. it's far from pps! another s.s.c nearer to pps but they nv go there. -.- the sun was roasting nice. (: shopping with mummy at night! got to meet her at grandma's house first. photos upload next time. sort of running late.
Labels: track
( 4:39 PM )
& Friday, January 05, 2007
sch was okayyyyy. recieved yearbk & blah. eng was funny & maths was boring? i dunno. i hate graph thingy. anyway. i dont like pe la. okay. i HATE pe. ya. i ove track but i hate pe. anyway. whatever. chinese lesson sucks as usual. just that this year sucks more than ever. i want to go back to mdm loo's lesson despite how i grumbled. shes still the best despite complaining to my mother quite a number of time on how "my words run as fast as me". grrrr. messy i know. anyway. track. mr lim is QUITE okay. (: aiya im just so fedup with reynard la. grrrrrrrr. anyway. blah. tmr cca orientation.Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:19 PM )
& Thursday, January 04, 2007
tdy's 4th of jan! 4 more months to my bdae! lololololol. but. today's steph's birthday! =D heez.
knew her since pri2! i love my bestie! =D sad that we're not in same sch now but o wellllll! luckily s'pore has transportation & communication thingies. =D til death do us apart! o well i guess i'll still look for you be it wherever we'll be after we die! =) hop&tap! (:
all the best in EVERTHING & ANYTHING you'll face! =D hop is always here for you! =D
Labels: friends; pals; bestie
( 7:17 PM )
& Wednesday, January 03, 2007
first day of school. great. -.- form tcher changed to mr adrian tay? zzz.. humans tcher bcum mrs chan & ms stella wee? sigh sigh sigh. sitting right in front again. grrr. sit with jian lin? was hoping aqeel. ): o well. new year new partner. -.- hmmmmm. he seems very quiet & i dunno. frankly speaking, i dunno him. =x o weeeeeeeell.. tdy was rather boring. super yay! tmr late day starts! can wake up at 8am =D 8.20am mah. hmmm. venus house so fast start learning cheers? omg. i dont even know how it goes. ): next mon house practice alrdy. then the dunno what grooming course. zzz.. this fri training! sat cca orientation whatever. 4e7.. 4e7.. hmmmmmm.Labels: school. grrr.
( 3:00 PM )
& Tuesday, January 02, 2007
tmr going back to sch! slept at 2 this morn then woke up at 8. -.- im going to slp at 10 later! after the "Da Mu Gua" show. =x tmr's schooling day. sigh. sec 4.Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:50 PM )
&
haaz. 2nd of jan 2007. i still cant believe it's like.. 2007! and next year will be 2008. wow. anyway. im still stucked at chinese! despite all those grumblings & promising i will do chinese, im still stucked at 10. -.- topic 10 & the compres not done. great! zzz.. i was so bored. so..
all washed & ready to be hugged! (:
urm. family portrait. the (half)rainbow outside the window!
i knew Baby T is lovable & cuddly from the very beginning. =D
(:
Labels: family
( 2:12 PM )
& Monday, January 01, 2007
new year! it's a new year! but i hate number 7. okay whatever. i havent get to say what i want to say. idiotic man. shld hav said it last night even though i wld be 15 mins earlier?! nvm. 6 months later. damn it. hmmmm. anyway, haykel called me & we yakked(some sort of) til 2 plus? slept at 3 cos was playing game. anyway, woke up at 10 by knocking my head on the wall while rolling happily on the bed. -.- grrrr. tv later & i still havent touch chinese. ah heck! tmr. =D
bye 2006! Labels: random
( 1:24 PM )
