& Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hehehehehe! tdy was okay. LOL.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 5:08 PM )

& Monday, October 30, 2006

extended term tdy. grrrrrrrrr. so sleepy kay! esp chem. okay.. this teaches me not to stay up too late to play game alrdy. anyway very slpy can alrdy. nothing much suddenly. bye!

Labels: school. grrr.

( 6:37 PM )

& Sunday, October 29, 2006

mummy's stay extended due to granny being sick. grrr. helpful relatives who went along with this stupid trip flying back tmr, leaving mum with granny. screw them. 2nd uncle flying over soon to "take over". utterly disgusted. anyway. ytd went bukit timah with doris. climbed the hill thing then lunched then jp-ed n home. daddy's side of family the uncle n his wife came. i've missed uncle. he cooks nice meals.

- jealousy is such an ugly emotion. and it's so utterly pointless. and it has nowhere to go. if you lose someone, you feel a loss, then after a while, you fill the hole in your life and the loss gradually gets smaller and smaller and eventually goes away. there's a point to pain. there's reason and direction. but there's nothing to be gained by me feeling jealous. and i wldnt have minded but the jealousy was caused entirely by myself. it was my own imagination that was causing me the pain. this wont stop.




I WANT MY MUMMY. ):

Labels: family

( 10:49 PM )

&

post done by: feng soon.

feng soon was here fixing emmeline blog.

well, apparently, i fooling around her blog. i did nothing much, but troubleshooting? finding what screw up her blog. well, it sucks, isn't? HAHAHAHA!

i even swop her skin with mine! and it seem that the problem doesn't lie on her skin but her post.
'tell you dont curse using blogger liao, you dont listen! or-bi-good! ' ^^

oh well, everything seem alright to me now, i shall not hog over emmeline blogger and is time for me to return this blog to its rightful owner! :D

remember! feng soon was here!
link feng soon at feng soon blog

EMMELINE! stop cursing and swearing in your blog!!

Labels: random

( 3:00 PM )

&

my blog like having some problems? zzz..

Labels: random

( 12:21 PM )

& Friday, October 27, 2006

back from ms azlin's hse! =] suhaizat cldnt make it so cos he had to visit pple. so only doris n me! =] hahah! shes such a gd girl friend n tcher! =] one of the rare few! heez. anyway, she ordered 2 pizzas and 1 box of potato wedges(i think) and then the whole day was eat n drink lots of drinks. heh. but hey! we completed up til planning of activities to june '07! =] anyway, her hse is really cool! haaz.. =] o well. shes nice n i super like her sarcasm! =]

Labels: track

( 8:10 PM )

&

haaz.. i cant believe im up so early! =x anyway, ytd.. went to vivio city with ms azlin, suhaizat n doris. haha.. chat n browse arnd n then discussed abt future track life. talked abt sch life n teased Zat all the way. heh. anyway, we got to plan a 30 weeks activities thingy, and talked to the jrs and to.. plan for CIP thingy. LOL. cip! ): then.. ms azlin asked me to write for the track thing for yrbk again. haaz.. no ideas alrdy. last yr write, this yr write. but not much changes in track. hmmmmm.. later doris, Zat n i going to ms azlin hse again. haaz.. going to ask her help! teehee! anyway, guess later is time for being serious. anyway, hey! my mood improved! =]

Labels: track

( 9:14 AM )

& Thursday, October 26, 2006

okay.. last day of sch! sort of. still have extended term. lol.. 4e7 better classroom. bigger. more airy. got some maths thing trophy. and my name is printed wrongly. zzz.. whatever. it's going to the back of my trophy shelf. ): tdy's rather okay. im just.... sad.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 12:40 PM )

& Wednesday, October 25, 2006

okay! track was superrrrrrrrrrr! =D not much pple, but who cares! BLAH. was freaking raining and so we just warm-up and stretch. spoil our plans! grrrrrrrrr. but then rain stopped so we also got muddle up. our wet-weather plans got ruined too! so in the end.. just ran to jurong stadium! =D ran halfway rain! so tsk! but continue running til we reached! then rest! bought drinks! =D and back we come! reach arnd 5 plus? 6? anything! hahha! was fun! =D and the thing is, im not tired! hahha! =D glad my stamina did not drop as much as i thought it will. but the damn shins blah damn freakingly screwed up la. spoiler only! ): whatever la! anyway, hey! dont go act close with me kay! not so close so dont say insulting words to me! dont throw me invectives. chey. anyway, ya! dont say things that hurt me kay! youre not really close to me and i dont feel comfortable at all with you saying me! grrrrrrrrrrr! bastard! o, it's not joel la. wtf. anyway, L1R4 is a bloody 21 while L1R5 a bloody 26. midyr pulled my marks down. bloody hell. conclusion: i hate chem. i hate ss. i hate hist. i freaking hate chinese. okay. just dislike. not hate.whatever. just glad i passed every bloody subj.even poa from F9 to a C6 for overall. LOL. a bloody 50.okay. im in such an awful mood. ): why do pple(tchers?) think i need to widen my "network of friends". alrdy very wide okay. not that they know. i rather make trustworthy close friends than make many many uncountable friends who can be trusted. once bitten twice shy? whatever. ): im in one stupid mood. grrrrrrrrrrr! okay. last grumble for the day: why did i get a freaking B for the damn bloody PE?! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! this is getting horrible. i'd better stop. whatever. outing tmr with ms azlin, doris and izat! =D seriously my mood become better la. ive been in a horrible temper this few months. o gosh.

Labels: track

( 8:18 PM )

&

bye bye 3e7.



hello 4e7.




great. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. unsettled business. lol. blah.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 2:45 PM )

& Tuesday, October 24, 2006

selamat hari raya to malay pple! "celebrated" by going to one dont-know-what-name island with couz n aunty! =D little tanning cos sun not strong enough. tmr tmr tmr.. last chance..? sigh. and then we'll be in two separate worlds. fuck!

Labels: feelings.

( 9:07 PM )

& Monday, October 23, 2006

sch-ed. headache whole day. zzz..





the look on your face when i said yes, can never be forgotten.
damn.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 2:53 PM )

& Saturday, October 21, 2006

sent mum off.





19th came n went
in a twinkling of an eye.
something moved in my heart
and i guess it's just you closing the door,
to your apartment
of my heart.

Labels: feelings.

( 5:26 PM )

& Friday, October 20, 2006

argh! channel U's wang xing whatever the song "da da da". omg. freaking me out n pissing me off. omg. cute? *roll eyes* cant imagine how my mummy put up with her song! grrrrr. anyway! training! gym again. damn haze! anyway, feng soon off to msia just now! argh! mum's flying off to hong kong to play tmr! for 10 days?! grrrrrrrr! ): anyway, im speechless with some pple.youve got to keep your promises, pple! ):

Labels: random

( 8:31 PM )

& Thursday, October 19, 2006

tiring day. ended with a headache. not looking forward to tmr. apart from track! =]





if given one more chance,
i'll change one thing.
the one thing of
falling too deeply.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 4:08 PM )

& Wednesday, October 18, 2006

moderation day? no sch tdy! =D haaz.. morn call from doris! it took 3 calls only! improving! =x hmmm. went JE gym n was grumbling abt the haze. heh. swimming pool was so empty n tempting! damn! gym-ed for 1.5 hours n down to kfc we go! =x hahaha.. gain back the calories we lost. -.- then off to jp n bought a top ive been eyeing for like for the past.. xzxzxz months?! hahah in my bag now! =D hmmm roamed arnd in jp til like.. 5? then went frontier to return the books. sat thr n read like a good girl til 6.30! =] was so freaking cold! doris said my cold resistance very very very very very very very low. -.- almst every time she says that! =/ anyway, lalalalala n off we go n here i am! feng soon have lobang dont want to share! =x





You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies

Labels: family, track

( 7:14 PM )

& Saturday, October 14, 2006

grandma hse. ate, played slept. shopping with sis. home.





i dont know what game you're playing
and i dont know why.
but please dont hurt me
or make me cry.

Labels: family

( 7:31 PM )

& Friday, October 13, 2006

just reached home. sch was okay. results all back. damn.. hmmm.. training was okay! =D not alot came but i know who i can trust now. =] hmmmmm.. whatever. dinner with doris n back home. o shit man.. im gaining weight like some shit.

Labels: family, track

( 7:48 PM )

& Thursday, October 12, 2006

i dont like pple who dont know how to appreciate. i dont like pple who give stupid comments which is so totally out of point. i dont like pple who expect better/even more despite the current reality. i dont like pple who make a big molehill out of something which is more like an "anthole". okay.. i dont like pple who exagerate more than usual. okay. it's not that i dont like. it's just that ive no patience. seriously, run off.

Labels: feelings.

( 7:11 PM )

& Wednesday, October 11, 2006

shopping with mummy! 1 plus til 8 plus! =] from citylink to suntec to marina n back to citylink. =] tdy's meals were sinful. but, i like! =] shopping is fun if you have the right partners! =] back to sch tmr.. gd luck pple! results day.. drats.

Labels: family

( 8:51 PM )

& Tuesday, October 10, 2006

exams finally end! (: im so very happy! yayayayayayay! anyway training later! yayayayay! so very long no traing alrdy. then movie after that! yayayayayay! im just so very happy exams end! =D endless tv shows! endless computer-ings! endless comics! endless novels! yayayayay! endless slacking! i hope. =x a little soccer just now. heeeeez! poa sucked. anyway, blah! =] im going to play! =D





your face still lingers deep in my mind,
your laughter echoing in my head.
your smile, your voice and just your warmth,
those i cant forget, cant erase.

Labels: family, track

( 11:31 AM )

& Saturday, October 07, 2006

shopping with sis today! just reached home.

Labels: family

( 9:15 PM )

& Friday, October 06, 2006

yay yay yay! i mre paper left! =D poa paper 2. zzz.. hmmmm.. anywy! jus reached home. this whole week is rather exam-y so shall not blog abt those. hmmm.. tdy's maths was okay.. think can pass.. but i rlly want to score! o wells. hmmm. after paper charged to jp with vivien, anqin n doris. haaz. ordered alot n o boy! we ate alot. heh. mostly we messed up the place la. =x wanted to go furthur to eat but o heck! doris n i decided to go after the poa paper. =D yay! eat! =x drats. time to buy clothes with bigger size for the near future. o anyway after eating we 4 went to the library to mug. ya.. mug for comics. =x anqin n vivien left arnd 5 plus then doris n i slacked more til arnd 6. watched the cute children's performance at 4th level n o boy! children certainly melt my heart! =D then 6plus went down to meet mummy with doris cos she just reached from work. mummy was shy!! could tell from the look on her face. heeez! replace my library card cos the state of it was so pathetic. went to eat while doris went home for dinner. hmmmm.. ate the yucky rice thing n saw wendy n friends. haha i can tell mummy was still shy. =x hey thats where i got my genes from kayzzzzzzz! =x

Labels: school. grrr.

( 7:44 PM )

& Wednesday, October 04, 2006

feng soon lent me his pen. i used some ink. i returned to him. i thanked him. and im reporting it here now. =]

p.s: i should have kept it with me til next year. =x

Labels: school. grrr.

( 6:31 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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