& Friday, March 30, 2007
school was pretty okay. chem is starting to make some sense. well.. i hope so. maths is still like a maze to me. drawing the locus whatever perpendicular bisector whatever thingies suck big time. esp the freaking compass. grrrrrr. phys no head no tail. im going to study tmr man! ): anyway the whole day was okay okay la. then husna cant run tdy. fever. so yup. hope she gets well soon! =) was so really happy! no need to attend chinese remedial. =D
was really guilty too. sort of agreed to go swimming with sam after the run but then in the end said want to go gym. then in the end i said urm. im going out with the track pple. omg extreme guilt man! ): he was pissed off and i dont blame him cos if it were me i wld be cursing endlessly too. ): !
then doris n andrew came my hse. i wanted to take shoes. er. no venus shirt left? only mercury one. then asked angie lend. then. hmmm. heavy rain! i was like.. weeeeeeeeeeee! cancelled? maybe can go gym alrdy! =x then ms azlin said no cancelled. mdm rohimah said wait til rain stops. -.- whatever la. so shared umbrella with doris. anqin n jeremy n one guy n andrew took bus? we walked. urm. yup. didnt really warm up. lent doris my shoes. she ran her 400m. then changed back. then yadda. fadhli as super as ever! =D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1500m. b division only 3 girls? masidayu, one jupiter girl from 3/8. i forgot how to spell her name. =x n me. hmmmmmm. okay. =) firsttttttttttt! fine. =x but you werent there......
i thought my shins wont hurt much. great mistake. should have known that during the race last week my shins not really pain, means later will surely double the pain. ):
went with the track pple n they soccer-ed. mac with sze ying n doris. talked about lots of stuffs. =D home-ed arnd 9.30. =)
grandma............................Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:51 PM )
& Thursday, March 29, 2007
today is a very sleepy day. i still miss her. and youre not here to share my feelings. ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:33 PM )
& Wednesday, March 28, 2007
today is a very sleepy day. woke up 6am and can you believe it? it's actually late. -.- rushed like mad brushed teeth changed ran out. ran and caught the train. if not cnfrm late. -.- early i know late better. the talk during reading period was boring. and it brings back old memories. o well. zzz..
reached sch sweating like someone left a tap turned on above my head. to add fuel to the fire, we were packed as sardines in the hall! lack of oxygen man! =x i pity those around me. i was sweating like dunno what lo. hope no pungent smell was evolved. =P
chem was pretty okay. tralalala all the way. lit remedial and wendy kept setting me off laughing. =D then met up with keniv, ms azlin, doris n vani to go training. -.- reached there they doing warm-down. what to do. went to pm with them n drink. =) meeting doris to do hmwk later at pm's macs. so wierd. suddenly meet there. aha! got to batheeeeeeeeeee. =)
-people manage to forget so easily and move on. can someone teach me the skills to do that? every little thing reminds me of her. ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:34 PM )
& Tuesday, March 27, 2007
not a very happy day. staying over at aunt's hse tonight. means tmr got to wake up extra early to go to school. -.-
hoobastank- out of control
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me
I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control...
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Labels: feelings., lyrics, school. grrr.
( 3:52 PM )
& Monday, March 26, 2007
just reached home. bloody hell.morn asked ms lee, "is house practice cancelled?" nagged me like dunno what! say"house practice will never be cancelled!" freak! this aftnn went canteen, nobody there! then sam n i were like so pek cek kayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. >=(
this has been a rough month....
anyway. snap out of it!
hmmm. new occurence book for this term! though it's like one week late. -.- nice colour! blue blue blue! =D nothing much tdy? combined humans.. el.. sel.. oh man. Early Childhood's cutoff point is 14?! mr tay said one. recess.. phys. hmmm. assembly=highlight of the day. i like Raining Stones! cos firstly, i like the song they sang. secondly, i understand what haykel was singing. thirdly, haykel and his good friends' group! dini etc. =) fourthly, i just like la. =x Z and i were like so proud of our H. (: HZE! (;
after assembly, doris, anqin n i went jp to buy book cover for the occurence book. post letters to Uncle Jimmy in Australia, post letter for daddy. back home. took stup pe t-shirt. went sch. ate noodles with sam. =x doris did hmwk lalala. anqin went home. doris n i n sam agreed to meet at jurong west stadium. swim! in the end. doris went home changed. sam waited under my block while i took some time to change. =P not my fault la. cant find clothes. =x grabbed the RealRun shirt n off i go with Sam gumbling. wahahahaha! went his grandma's house block and he went to change.slow too kayzzz! =P to swimming pool! =D the weather so hotttttttttttttttttttt! the water was just nice la. played arnd. doris went jogging at the track cos of bloody extra Mrs Red. ): o well. played til 6.45. bathed and still, sam was grumbling that i took too long to bathe. -.- 15 mins only!!!!! at home longer kayyyyyyyyyyyyy! =x hmmm. to mac to meet doris n sam went off first. hmmm.
going to do lit later. 6 poems. none done. -.- Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:51 PM )
& Saturday, March 24, 2007
track.
i really love track competitons. cos that's when i can reunite with my pri sch track mates! well. some. =D but that's good enough! =D i'll never fail to see kelvyn, aason at times, shoban raj our superstar! then i'll also be able to see mr edmund oh our pri sch coach. =D so sad cant see shuyi, winnie, yien, mahirah and the other kelvin. but yup. at least can see some la. if im not wrong, shoban is in cckss. kelvyn is confirmed in fmss. haaz! =) mr edmund oh in ngee ann poly. weeeeee! =D anyway.
race today. at gombak stadium. kumaran, suria, suhaizat and kavin ran the b' division 4by400m. masidayu, doris, husna and i ran the b' division 4by400m. fadhli, shafie and two sec 1 guys whom i dont know what's their name, ran 4by200m. cool. 4by2. 1st time our sch ran that kind of event. i think? =x
i think fadhli and shafie are splendid juniors. =D mr tan came to see us and to do his duty which was to see which runners are disqualified. -.- haaz but he came! =D
the girls were like in the last position. i was the last runner. caught up and we became 2nd last instead though the distance btwn me and the girl was arnd 100m plus? i didnt want to catch up cos i thought we cldnt make it. but then. i hate the idea of coming in last. what's more without striving to not come in last. i feel that it's so irritating. so. yup. caught up and became 2nd last.
thought anthony cant see this but. o well. i really want to thank him. haaz. he and norman bet whrthr will i continue to let our whole team come in last or will i catch up to make our team 2nd last. anthony bet i will catch up and make our group not last. wow. didnt know he so supportive? just want to thank him for like believing la. i know if i say this to him he'll surely say "so lame", but who cares. (; he's tongue is forever so sharp. haaz. =P
im happy today. where are you though?
Labels: track
( 6:23 PM )
&
Lily Allen- Littlest Thing
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your miss's
All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinking tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Labels: feelings., lyrics
( 11:15 AM )
& Friday, March 23, 2007
sch ytd. nothing much. hmmm. -skip-
sis flew off to cambodia ytd. 1 less pple to grumble to, to laugh with, to tease, to play with, at times to share bed with, to quarrel with, to share daily life's trivials with. ): for 2 weeks!
pti ytd. reached sch at 5.30 to do the registration thingy. sufiana had something on? didnt come? sigh. blah blah blah.
mr tay talked to parents. blah blah. too much time n energy spent on track instead of studies? plus computer games. -.- must pioritise? had every alphabets on my result paper. zzz. 1A,1B,1C,2D1,E, 1F also have! grrrr. ): worst result ever?
ms sandra and mrs chan also talked. sigh. mrs chan: stop letting our grades run away with you during your cca. -.-
off to sch.Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:18 AM )
& Wednesday, March 21, 2007
school's pretty shitty today so i'll skip skip skip! cos was moody thinking about some pple i miss. hmmm. skip skip skip!
-track-
i love track track track! =D anthony and sze ying came back to train with us! i miss them so freaking much! =D i felt that track has became a whole family once more. =) how i wish everyday will be like that. ): all good things (come to an end). ): i love track! i love soccer! i love you! =x
race at gombak stadium on saturday. (;Labels: track
( 7:20 PM )
& Tuesday, March 20, 2007
anqin's sweet sixteen. =) haaz. (; she's a real nice girl so seriously hope she'll have fun tdy! (; well.. i hope she did cos all her remedials were cancelled!!!!!!! unfair! =x and when she wished for a rainy day, it did rained in the morn. zzz.. unfair unfair! =x
so very overjoyed mdm peng didnt come. =D nothing much. here n there same old lessons.
hey i cant stand your freaking attitude anymorrrrrrrrrrrre. i cant believe i sit just less than 1 metre away from you and how i actually managed to not grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ): cant you stop being so pesky! i mean. well. cant you sound at least nicer? instead of snapping snapping snapping! i didnt offend you in anyway okay okay okay?! i always refrain from talking to you so i wont just blow my top off! grr grr grrrrrrrr! control for so long alrdy! how i wish i can just shake you! shake all senses out! shake it all from your butt to your brain! all senses stuck at your butt right right right?! grrr. bitchy!
): Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:29 PM )
& Monday, March 19, 2007
sch tdy! new timetable? abt the same la. not say all lessons cut short timing or whatever. -.- almst late? but i wasnt! =D haaz edmund was late on the last day of term one and also late on the first day of term two. lololololol. anqin said,"have ending of cos must have starting." lololololol.
dadeeeda.
combined humans so grrrrr. doris kept disturbing me! =x how i wish i wasnt afraid of tickles! ): anyway filing sucks la. suck suck suck la.
mother tongue sucks kay kay kay? idiotic.
recess suck suck suck tooooooooo! freaking auntie scolded me. -.- doris is the one who always ordered pineapple. not meeeeee. i order orange. freak. when i ordered orange juice, she nagged! said that she prepared 2 packets of pineapple for me alrdy then i never buy. fucktard.
no1. i didnt preordered or whatsoever.
no2. cut so early not nice alrdy la!
no3. quit jumping to conclusion whenever there's uncertainty.
no4. this is not fun!
she sort of shouted,"i have you in my heart you dont have me in your heart!"
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyie! what the fuck?!
no1. i didnt ask you to have me in our heart.
no2. youre not sincere to have me in your heart cos im not the one who orders pineapple everytime in the first place!
no3. there's no freaking link!
pissed! i wasnt in a very good mood to start off with and hey no need to add fuel to the alrdy raging fire! ): watched soccer and calmed down. until. some freaky brainless bastards threw waterbomb down. yesyes sense of humour i have. but continuosly bombing the place n laughing like hyenas! sec5s somemore. freaks. spoiling the game. jeering. everything! never offend you freaks right right right?! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. spoil my mood only! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
phys. mdm leong didnt come. sort of cheered me up! =D sat back at my old sitting with jian lin cos i missed that place! so near the door! =x and mainly also cos anqin wanted to sit next to doris who was supposedly sitting next to me. -.- haaz. her birthday tmr! =D so let her lo. =x heh. =x
reading.. assembly. boring boring. same old annual lecture. -.- pretty scary.okay so contradicting but o so what. smart pple= JCs. i always thought that was it. who knows. smart pple= polys. not so gifted in educational purposes= roaming arnd aimlessly. ): scary. ): i want to get into ngee annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ):
hse practice, okay la. suhaizat's mum is so sweet too! (;
Labels: feelings., school. grrr.
( 6:49 PM )
& Sunday, March 18, 2007
Toni Braxton- Spanish Guitar
A smoky room, a small cafe
They come to hear you play
And drink and dance the night away
I sit out in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
But you don't know
You don't even know that I am there
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song
Steal my heart with every note you play
I pray you'll look my way
And hold me to your heart someday
I long to be the one that you caress with tenderness
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song
Te sientas entre la gente
Cierras tu ojos
Y suenas que soy tuyo
Pero yo no siquiera se que estas ahi
Me gustaria tenerte entre mis brazos amor
I sit out in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist
I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song
there has never been a finishing point.
Labels: feelings., lyrics
( 7:14 PM )
&
reached home at arnd 10 plus? morn woke up collected grandma's bones n ashes and it's so stup. those females with Mrs Red visiting them cannot touch the bones nor ashes. freak. ): trained home and did hmwk. tution later. school tmr. like, finally?! the hols wasnt like hols at all. Labels: family, feelings.
( 12:52 PM )
& Saturday, March 17, 2007
hmmm. ytd.
went home then sch. sch bus-ed all the way to turf city. race. akira nike. weeee. improved. not as much pple as national cross country but still, quite okay. (: blss girls; doris first. me next. followed by vani then husna. our position was okay. just super happy i overtook one cedar girl during the last part. (: suria did our sch proud again! =D 11th. (: norman was 28th? kumaran 45th i think. suhaizat i not so sure. went back sch. guys n girls went home. doris n i went to staff room with ms azlin. sat at mrs ramesh's table! wahahaha! anyway it's cos it's just next to ms azlin's table? heez. jp-ed awhile. homed. bathed. checked email n did a little hmwk. off to grandma's house again. so noisy the clanging thingy. im going deaf man. ): not say make so much noise she'll come back......
tdy.
woke up breakfast-ed. prayed n everything. so noisy again the clanging noise. 10am set off. to the sin ming? for the cremation. ): so sad. burn burn burn. nothing's left but ashes. tmr have to collect? tnite staying over at grandma's hse again.
tmr maybe no tution? argh! im so lost at the rotation thingy. freaky thing. ): bathed n to grandma's house.
hus, doris, me, fatin. took this 2 years back? cant decide on my fave edited one.
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that day we went to sentosa. andrew, sam, me, doris, suhaizat's sister, suhaizat.
poor andrew. oya qiting was the photographer.Labels: family, feelings., friends; pals; bestie
( 5:04 PM )
& Thursday, March 15, 2007
hmmmmm.finally im home! temporary. -.- i miss my home man! these few days stayed at grandma's hse. for the wake. skipped combined humans ytd cos it's the first day of the wake. tdy went for chem. was over the moon cos phys remedial was cancelled. =D chem remedial's time passed so quickly! too fast. ): i miss seeing friends. ): anyway. blah. gave suhaizat his cake/muffins n first time i seen him so touched. hah. =x those kind of geniunely touched face. cool! =x off to frontier for lunch with ah ling! jp-ed cos hse wanted to look for something. tmr there's race at turf city! 4.7km! omg omg omg. wish me luck man. ): i've no ran for a few weeks alrdy. ): i've a strong strong feeling that this year i wont perform well for races. from sports day to national cross-country to nationals to poly races. ): o well. off to grandma's house soon! =/Labels: family, feelings., friends; pals; bestie, school. grrr., track
( 3:48 PM )
& Wednesday, March 14, 2007
she's the one who taught me love and patience without raising any voice. she's the one who pampered me yet at the same time not spoil me. she's the strongest fighter i've ever seen. she's a heroine who lived til 93. she's the loveliest woman who born lovely kids. nothing can make me forget her. 11pm never seem so fatal. how i wish i didnt even go to sentosa so i cld be there.........
-if i could find a souvenir
just to prove the world was here
and here is a red balloon
i think of you and let it go.
-99 Red Balloons
youre still not here to lend me your shoulders.Labels: family
( 1:18 AM )
& Tuesday, March 13, 2007
hmmm.
ytd.
maths remedial. went in the end. was lost in rotation.
so no mood. grrr. even soccer doesnt look so appealing. just watched cos that seemed a little more interesting than maths.
went to hospital straight after remedial. stayed til 9plus went home with sis after that. grrr. at bl mrt station was right behind mdm leong! and her husband. tsk. she almst saw me.
tdy.
combined humans remedial. grrr. so early! blah blah. 99 Red Balloons is a nice song. (; We Didnt Start The Fire too. im going to play it everyday on the lappie man. lolololol. so addictive. hidden meaning. cool. after remedial. sentosa-ed with Qiting, Sam, Andrew, Suhaizat, Suhaizat's sister, and Doris. (; wasnt very sunny but still had the tanny tan. (: at arnd 5plus washed up. so sandy. eh they should build more bathing cubicles in the Ladies' Washroom. grrrrrrrrrr. a lot more! ): dinner-ed at harbourfront. jp-ed. home. baking suhaizat's cake later! (:
anyway.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO SUHAIZAT! (; rhino. ahaha! (; classmates and trackmates for 4 years. (: the freakingly-great friend! =D dont know what can i do without him there showing off and everything. (: he does know how to motivate me and correct me whenever im wrong and giving up. my shins, everything. he's Doris No.2. heez. (: he was there to bring me up when i was down too. (: i love him! =D ahaha! =D
heez! (;Labels: friends; pals; bestie
( 9:41 PM )
& Monday, March 12, 2007
FREAK. typed so long n the whole thing closed?! FREAK!
saturday and sunday.
flag day. science centre macs for breaky with doris anqin n naz. bloody long afternoon. rushed home to bathe n then to hospital. shuffling btwn hospital to grandma's hse to home n back to hospital then home then hospital then home. fell aslp reading joy luck club on the couch? grr. grandma's stable yet unstable. i hope her suffering will end soon. it's a torture to not speak nor see. this is so wrong. ): dad's bdae tdy. 12th. what a so-not-nice way to celebrate his bdae. ): mummy n daddy are staying over at granny's hse. so not fair. sis n i were forced to come home. (i typed a lot in the previous post but the "£!%"£!^!*^@ thing closed. not going to elaborate anymore)
later having emaths. 1 to 4pm. dont feel like going. maybe going maybe not. depends. tues suppose to go sentosa. maybe not going. i rlly want to go. but i doubt i'll have a peaceful mind. shit man. ): sigh. going to sleep soon. maybe later.
- life was beautiful then. i remember the time. i knew what happiness was. let the memory live again.Labels: family
( 12:48 AM )
& Friday, March 09, 2007
today is not a good day. flu flu flu. drats. used up so many packets of tissue? my mood for the whole day since i left the house was bad. bad bad bad. bad mooooood. i hate drawing diagramssssssss. rotation translation whatever la. no mood whatsoever. freaking guys from sec 5 still so childish. felt like hurling all vulgarities at them when they bombed the soccer court with wet tissues. had 2nd thoughts cos i dont want to seem as childish as them. was fuming. poa drats. had headache all the way. chinese remedial needless to say, was a complete waste of my time. going to the hospital to visit grandma later and perhaps giving training a miss. for the first time i know how to pioritise or whatever. i hope this dark cloud above my head and in my heart will pass soon.Labels: school. grrr.
( 2:24 PM )
& Thursday, March 08, 2007
met doris at Mac! made her wait for 2 hrs? i cant help but fall back aslp even after so many msges from her. plus my alarm. plus some dumbass called my hp early in the morn but it was a wrong number. -.- at least that woke me up. brushed teeth everything and rushed! wanted to pay imraan his meal but too bad he didnt reply. wahahaha! just as well cos im pretty broke.
walked to sch at our slowest speed and we were still early! well, quite. =x mother tongue was damn xzxzxz. passed chinese overall with a c5? not sure. at least i passed. now all i got to do is start studying seriously seriously seriously during hols. well. from hols onwards. er yup. er for heavens sake! someone shld chain me onto my chair n pull out the wheels from the chair! so i can just sit still! grrrr.
anyway. hmmm. english hols are coming in in stacks! okay not really in stacks. im sure it'll be a breeze.....? heh. =x how i wish. hmmm. sel had cake for jan til april babies. heh. stole zikun's piece? actually i went to ask mr tay sign that bloody occurence book. then i came back to my seat there was a slice in imraan's table which is like obviously next to mine. asked doris is it for me? did some kind soul helped me get a piece? she said yesyesyes. so i ate. one bite only! then zikun came to see me eating it? omg. felt like one greedy idiotic girl. *hides my face under blanket!*
recess yadda.
maths was pretty moody. okay. super duper uber moody. didnt have mood for anything. corrections blah blah. 1.10 rushed home with an qin n doris. gamed. went to sch at 2.40. el remedial. lit remedial was being prepped by ms sandra. quite inspiring. 440 went to eat noodles.
the match btwn draga and sec 3s? well. shld be draga and sec 3s if im not wrong. was a waste. ended quite arruptly cos of hotheads. tsk. The Fists: Men's Common Language. *shakes head*
i need you. cos.
the only grandma left surviving had a stroke. maybe that was what caused me to be moody in the aftnn cos something went wrong in the afternoon? some kind of premoniation blah/connection thingie. damn. Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:52 PM )
& Wednesday, March 07, 2007
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO, THE WINNER OF THE "KIND SOUL AWARD" GOES TO..... LATIF! lololololol! anyway, super yayness! got the lily allen songs. finally! =D hmmm. tmr morn going pm mac with doris. =D gain fats? o nonononono. it's to prepare me for the so short yet so long day ahead. (; tv timeeeeeee! =D Labels: random
( 9:59 PM )
&
reading. (*note to self: 2 chairs for each class.) hmmm. i passed chem! im so very happy + lucky + a little surprised topped with a little satisfaction. a little only. cos this is only one little stepping stone! (; hope i dont fail anymore. -.- this Ca is so freaking badly done. failed many! those boderline fails. grrrrrrrr. cant believe im going to sit for Os! grrrrrrrrrrr. failed poa. promised ms chua i'll try to get A2! =x hope i can do it. that's it man. im going to pester my sis forever every sunday til Os is over. wahahaha! EH. SIS YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! =x anyway, remedial ended at almst 5. skipped training. watched soccer match btwn 4e5 & 4e6 with some imports from 4e7. =x anyway ya. i find it more fun to watch than to train. shit. and there's like an upcoming race next week or next next week if im not wrong? ): doris n suhaizat went stadium thinking they can make it for training but training alrdy ended. so doris came back to sch to watch the match. (; okay dinner time. then study. (;Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:15 PM )
& Monday, March 05, 2007
hmmm. maths test is a goner. im going to lose 7 marks. or 8. drats. o welll. discus test? was okay. suhaizat and his excuses. =x phys was messy. i didnt rlly know what on earth was happening. english. hmmm. ms sandra actually forgot to mark some scripts?!?!?! LOLOLOLOL. okay great i owe imraan a meal. =x he bet that i'll get 20+ for el. i bet i wont cos i felt that i wrote out of point. o welllllllllll. that greedy guy wants Mac! haaz =) ss ca2 was sosososo soso. reading was spent with guys infrnt n next to me discussing about boobies. tsk! =x house pract was okay. trained 2 girls only. the rest i pushed to angie. omg im so guilty. cos only 2 girls turned up to be long dist. the rest ponned. so. yup. short dist to angie. i rlly want some sucessor in venus for long dist. not cos i care about the venus house. just cos i dont want naggings from ms lee. =x ran arnd 4 km plus. (; nothing much cos every part of my body is aching! (; dinnerrrrr! (;
your deep dreamy eyes drown me everytime we lock eyes.Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:58 PM )
& Sunday, March 04, 2007
CAN ANY KIND SOULS PLEASE SEND ME WHATEVER LILY ALLEN SONGS THEY HAVE?! ): (apart from Smile) Labels: random
( 12:20 PM )
& Saturday, March 03, 2007
the feeling- love it when you call
I found a switch
Turned it on
I hit the ditch
You carried on
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are
O IIIIIO
you could chose a friend but you don't seem to have the time
O IIIIII
wonder if you ever get to say what's on your mind
O take a little time, take a little time
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
Remember me, I used to be the best time buddy
That you couldn't wait to see
But getting old, it takes its toll
And hearts getting broken lead to people growing cold
O IIIIII
I'm flipping with a coin that's got a tail on either side
O IIIIII
I'm gonna be the one who makes you stop and realise
You could have it all
We should have it all
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
Yea I wonder where you been
Yea I wonder who you seen
And I hope you find your train
When you do I really hope it's all it seems
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
Labels: feelings., lyrics
( 9:44 PM )
&
nothing much. jogged 4km? drats. staying so freaking near school is a bad bad thing. wherever i run surely run pass school gate? or else is just seeing familiar faces loitering arnd? spoil my pace. =x oops. =x anyway. followed mr tan's advice on jogging on grass. but eh. i think by the time i jog finish, my ankles break man! damn singapore's grass patches. so many loopholes/rabbitholes/dogholes/catholes/holes?! count myself lucky i can run even 1km without breaking my ankles. but of cos with such skillful tactics, today i jogged finish without any harm. wahahaha! okay crazy. =x
back home. ate some crappy lunch from the minimart. homework for 10 mins n i went into deep sleep. =x all the way til when -my-parents-reached-home-which-is-i-dont-know-what-time. dinnered at the blk 6-whatever-hundred.
homed and gamed n chatted n feng soon is a very original guy. =) "HoWw Rr EeUu 2DaE??".. "H0pE eUu IiSh FiIne NeX". lololololololololol! total turnoff kind of typing. (: from fine become not fine lo! as quoted from feng soon. wahahaha! (;
i seriously need to start studying & revising & "un-slack". anyone can spare me some motivation? zzz..
"ttell miie eeuu lorrve miie"~
LOLOLOLOLOL. *rolls eyes & pukes!". =xLabels: random
( 8:42 PM )
& Friday, March 02, 2007
hmmm. ytd was dreadful. i think. just usual lessons & everything. eh. someone took my hist textbk. zzz.. screw that person. luckily ms azlin has an extra one! (; shes going to lend me til after Os..? (: yesterday was basically boring. remedials. until.
"Are old people a burden to the society/not of a help to today's society?" (something like that)
"yes. they cannot give birth". (something like that)
LOLOLOLOLOL! sentence of the year! =D
tdy. chem prac test? MY ANSWERS DO NOT MAKE ANY SENSE! grrrrr. ): it was fun playing with chemicals though. =x combined humans flew pass. maths was dreaful. file file file. corrections. grrrrr. lit? hmmm. good question. poa test after recess. ive no comments. no good nor bad ones. mother tongue remedial? urm. ive no idea what on earth was going on. then met ms lee with yiqiang. she wanted us to help her type the venus thing. type type. suddenly. eh. last yr's sec 4 names still in the name list. -.- cancel everything do again. -.- did all the way til 3.20! gosh. so cold kay. damn com lab. anyway she gave both of us chocolates. =D! rushed home & changed clothes n shoes. training! okay. quite okay. a little okay. a little better. urm. whatever. training was hell. not cos of being tired. it's boring. BORING! damn it! fucktard! ): after training they guys went to play soccerly-captain's ball! =D thats a real perk up. (; bought dinner at PM & back home. rain rain rain. zzz.
i miss this young lady here. shes still part of our track family in our hearts i guess. ):
Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:29 PM )
& Thursday, March 01, 2007
dixie chicks- not ready to make nice
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind saying
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cos I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it rightI probably wouldn't if I could
Cos I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
Labels: feelings., lyrics
( 5:37 PM )
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