& Sunday, April 30, 2006

throbbing headache,tearing eyes,
running nose,hands like ice.
having sorethroat,having cough,
feeling moody and all achey.

no appetite,no hunger,
only wanting to go to bed.
go to bed and cuddle up,
snuggle up with little blankie.

brains going haywire,not in use,
or even feeling rather brainwashed.
stopping here for the day,
i guess it's on the bed i lay.

8.05pm------> 29 hours and 55 mins <3

Labels: feelings.

( 7:59 PM )

& Saturday, April 29, 2006

haaz..went to visit grandma eariler.. haaz.. stuffed myself with food. heez. learnt how to fold some paper thingies from my cousin. haaz! a pri 3 teaching a sec 3 how to fold paper things. heh. =x cant blame me la.. im neither artistic nor creative. all i could do was to give cousin sweets. heez. =x hmm.. ooooooh! im so hot! sweating like a pig now.. haaz. oooooh! yay! may is coming! so what if its the mid-year examination period..?! YAY! i love may! =}





5.10pm---> 56 hours and 50 mins to go..! <3

Labels: family

( 5:09 PM )

& Friday, April 28, 2006

haaz..mye just around the corner. saw the wall next to u..? yup.. mye is around that corner.. haaz.. yay! getting my phone back! anticipating 1st may. haaz! just nice man. haaz.. =] oooooooh! i want to watch When A Stranger Calls! somemore its out on my bdae. heez. =D damn the exams. ):





8.50pm---> 77 hours and 10 mins more.. <3

Labels: school. grrr.

( 8:44 PM )

& Wednesday, April 26, 2006

haaz..nothing much.. haaz.. went jurong point to get the stuffs. heez. i seriously have no idea what to get n prepare! what if its not enough?? what if its too plain?? what if its overly blah?? nooooooo! im nervous! ): heh. man. i want my phone back man! so hard to communicate with him. haaz. man o man o man. monday! hurry come! =x heez. ooh!





8.50pm---> 149 hours, 10 mins.. <3

Labels: family

( 8:20 PM )

& Tuesday, April 25, 2006

haaz.mye started. eng paper 1 was okay.. hope i get at least a b3..? haaz. chinese was.. er.. no comments..? i dont know what to write.. all the qns for compo was boring. eng too! haaz.. lalala.. had social studies remedial.. heh. i was so hungry that i ran to eat first then go remedial. suppose to go straight for remedial..o well.. health is more impt. =x haaz.. lalala~ ilovehim! =}





9pm..-> 173 hours more.. =D

Labels: school. grrr.

( 8:49 PM )

& Monday, April 24, 2006

haaz.i miss my phone. ): i miss hogging the com all day n night. i miss the privacy. i miss everything. haaz. someone smack me.





10.50pm-----> 195.5 hours to go!

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( 10:45 PM )

& Sunday, April 23, 2006

i hate this life. freedom's gone. blah.








5pm---> approx 201 hours more..man..i love him n im missing him now. damn bloody phone.damn bloody msn. rar!

Labels: random

( 4:51 PM )

& Friday, April 21, 2006

haaz.. nothing much.. traing was rather okay..cos played capt ball. haaz.. we won! =} against netballers n chi dancers.. haaz.. nothing much.. mon chem re-test..? tues mye eng paper 1.. hmm.. shall not slack so much online n going out alrdy..apart from my bdae. heez. =x lalala~ hes still planning. haaz.. hmm.. tmr.. maths remedial 12-2pm.. then 2.30 go visit stanley.. ): *prays hard for him..* o man.. hmm.. guess im going off now..





11.40pm..---> 242 hours n 20 mins more.. (:

Labels: track

( 11:40 PM )

& Thursday, April 20, 2006

haaz.. so many things! lol.. hmm.. physical fitness test over. heez. lalala.. what else..? in the middle of ca3..? lol.. mye next week.. shallnt come online often anymore. i cant anyway.. there's no choice. what shit is that man. hmm. 2 more weeks! 2 more weeks! 2 more weeks to my bdae n 1 week n 5 days to our 1 month! heez. =} lovelovelovelovelovelovemylovelyhoney. heez. hmm. phys test tmr..? hist too..? haaz.. how i wish postpone again. =x hmm.. saturday have extra maths remedial o.o saturday daddy's flying back to s'pore too! o.. the real daddy.. not htaik han. LOL. haaz.. hmm. nothing more to say. shall go study now! =\



i really want to use the com,
day,aftnn,evening n night.
try as i might i cant control,
im totally hooked on the com.

trying to curb it,
trying to ignore it,
the com just seem so tempting.

i'll mug,i'll mug,i'll mug mug mug,
if my urge is satisfied.

):

Labels: school. grrr.

( 10:26 PM )

& Tuesday, April 18, 2006

haaz.. lalala.. im bored. sick of having stuffy nose. ): lit ca.. hope i do well man. =/ then.. hist ca was postponed again! haaz.. heng ah. i havent start studying. =x poa was dead boring. tried concentrating but cannot la. haaz. eng..summary test..? anyhow do n completed in 15 mins then spent the next (40-15) mins mouthing to wen zong n alittle to anqin. haaz. RAP's boring too.. ): after that had chem ca.. ): quite okay la. not as tough as i thought. but if i pass,i'd be jumping for joy. heez. rained n rained. finally went to met him then walked off.. lalala..he rescued my leg la. haaz. (x how sweet can he be man. counting down to my bdae. haaz. cute. (:

Labels: school. grrr.

( 8:52 PM )

& Monday, April 17, 2006

haaz.today was so-so.. was having a damn bloody head-splitting headache. esp during the emaths test. then.. el ca followed straight after maths test. i was like.. RAR! haaz.. blah. pe had to run the 2.4 run.. zzz.. he was waiting at the gate. he told me he wld be rooting for me. haaz.. still..ran quite badly. haaz. really not feeling well.. heng ah. still get an A. =x but..not a nice timing. ): could have ran better. haaz. going to beg mr tan let me re-run on wed. =x heh. hmm.. chem was dead boring too. i was 1/2 aslp at the back. heh. lalala. nothing much la. sel is dumb. hmm.. tmr having chem test..? i think im going to screw up the whole thing. lalala. ionic bondings.. covalent bondings.. lalala man. maybe having hist ca maybe its being postponed again. haaz. lalala! i hope its the latter option. =P heez. weeee~ shi han sent me cascada's Everytime We Touch. heez. waited for the song for so long alrdy. she even have the whole album. haaz..shes sending me the whole thing. heez! goody! =D thanks alot man! =] yay! tmr he no remedial! yay! =} hmm..hes starting his mye mugging. i guess its time for me to start mine too huh. *sighs*

Labels: school. grrr.

( 10:26 PM )

& Sunday, April 16, 2006

cascada- everytime we touch

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

<3 face="arial">------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

haaz..drippy running nose.splitting headache. can i now please dont study..? ):





2weeks! (:

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( 1:15 PM )

& Saturday, April 15, 2006

haaz..ytd's good friday was indeed good despite having flu n headache. heez. J-bear was super sweet kayzxzxzxzx! haaz.. the rain made me sick though. ): lalala. hmm..so many upcoming CAs..? heez. maybe going to study all tmr.. hmm.. i hate homeworks. zzz..

Labels: school. grrr.

( 9:38 PM )

& Thursday, April 13, 2006

haaz.. poa ca2 today.. hope i pass man! haaz..but i doubt i will. heh. =x chi ca3 too. haaz.. 3 comprehensions! what the heck! chinese oral too.. about all the religions in spore. hahaha. i dont even know how to pronounce religon in chinese. haaz.. had mr chia! damnit! i hate him. he asked me how do spore celebrate all religons tgthr in one festival. i said national day while the ans is actually international friendship day. lalala.its okay though. cos i duno whats the chinese words for international friendship day. haaz.. then anqin ordered maggie mee for me though i told her i dont want alrdy. haaz.. asked andrew eat for me. haaz! then i went home with him. heez.. bought something to eat n drink. =x heh. =x haaz.. lalala~ tmr is good friday. hope it'd be real good. haaz.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 8:07 PM )

& Tuesday, April 11, 2006

haaz..lalala~ hmm..Ca3 starting again.. haaz.. zzzz..poa's this thurs! gosh! and im still lost from chpt 1 til now..chpt..6..? o man! ): ! m.tongue oral this thurs too! i guess im going to stutter and stumble over my words. haaz.. tmr.. early dismissal! haaz.. national cross-country.. heez.. just going to run........ <3>

Labels: school. grrr.

( 9:47 PM )

& Sunday, April 09, 2006

haaz..1 week! =} hope it'd be forever. heez.. <3!

Labels: feelings.

( 6:40 PM )

& Saturday, April 08, 2006

heez..traing earlier.. blah. ran like shit.. blah blah.. i really hope i wont run the way i ran today on wed.. haaz.. ): hmm..went jp with doris after that.. got vani's bdae present.. heez.. tmr's her bdae! =} then..bought lunch and went to the pet shop. haaz..2 dogs were so loving! snuggling against each other sleeping merrily. heez.. =} hmm.. went home.. bathed..went down to play in the rain with haykel. haaz! he splashed me!!! and right after my bath,less than 10 mins ago! haaz..slashed him back to. lalala! haaz..bought milo n choco. heez.came back home..watched tv.. slacked around.. went out with him. heez.. ooooh! arnd 3 more hours..! =} heeeeez! i love him! =D

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( 11:05 PM )

& Friday, April 07, 2006

heez.. normal day.. had ss ca3.. zzz.. essay sucks. sbq was okay i guess.. heh. o well.. everything was as per normal.. boring lessons.. blah blah. was so glad when we're dismissed. haaz.. went back home.. lalala. online-d went back out again to meet doris. haaz.. went to the library return some stuffs back to school with ice-cream. heh. o well..traing was.. o well.. okay.. heez.. played capt ball.. haaz.. lalala.. he had pti. waited with him then his dad came then doris n i went to bl mrt station meet zhi hao n his cell grp for dinner. talked so much! they're really nice people! =D then.. he came n we went off tgthr! heh. sorry huh. left earlier. =x heh. walked home.. lalala~ tmr having traing.. haaz.. again! hmm.. then after traing.. maybe going out with him in the evening too..? depends.. heez.. =} i love you! =}

Labels: school. grrr.

( 10:57 PM )

& Thursday, April 06, 2006

haaz.. was really lazy and busy to update. =x heh. o well..so many things happened. heez. lazy to put it all up here. haaz.. o well.. CAs are here all over again.. damn! heh. some evil souls starting some evil stuffs.. even when its none of their biz. o well.. humans.. tsk. thats the way of life huh. heh. o well.. ss ca tmr! im not studying yet..maybe later. haaz.. lalala. im lazy.

Labels: school. grrr.

( 8:28 PM )

& Tuesday, April 04, 2006

heez..

the backview.. heez..

the 3/7's male bear of international friendship day..

haaz..fire drill was so.. er.. i dont know. haaz.. was waiting for the bell to ring. haaz.. lalala.. the sun was brilliant again! not fair man. if only everytime i go suntanning the sun's this shiok.. woah! heez..then.. went back class after the whole thing.. took my bag.. dilly-dallyed under the fan and went off to meet him. heez.then lalala~ went library.. =} lalalalalalala~ went jp. haaz.. saw lots of people. o well.. haaz..uoyevoli! (:

Labels: school. grrr.

( 6:47 PM )

& Monday, April 03, 2006

haaz.. nothing much.. o man. got to design the damn bears for international friendship day. bears! ah! i tot they were cute. now to me they're not. hmm.. tmr fire drill..? LOL. haaz.. boring.. hmm.. then..duno.. going to go out with him tmr again..? haaz.. =}

Labels: school. grrr.

( 7:18 PM )

& Saturday, April 01, 2006

heez.

the guys..


candid shot. heez.

the girls.

haaz.. happy april fools day! LOL. hmm.. lalala.. mixed periods ytd.. haaz.. HAD CHINESE! ): had to do zuo wen.. of cos! i didnt complete it on time again. haaz. nothing to write one. dont know what..about saving water (from the xing qi wu zhou bao) haaz. boring. yadda yadda.. almst puked from the disgusting noodles i ate during recess. wierd. always tasted so good..til ytd. =x phys was the last period ytd. only one period! the whole class had to stand to answer questions.. haaz.. heng ah. fire drill saved us. =x was so nice! the sun,i mean. haaz.. good for suntanning man! what a pity there were many spiders.. =x accmpny sze ying and doris for the free jupiter lunch..?? WAHLAO. special treatment. haaz. anyway the pizza was hard and cold..if it was any consolation to me. heh. lalala~ sports day..went with some track pple. haaz.. as what jeremy said.. the whole bus was like our school bus. haaz! only bls pple were inside. haaz! when i boarded the bus the bus-driver's face was like.. WOAH! haaz.. damn! i lost my ez-link carrrrrrd! had to use coins.. i didnt even know when i lost it man. i nv noticed i lost it cos i didnt use the card for like.. 1 whole week alrdy..? dots.. anyway.. ran the events ytd. haaz.. was quite okay i guess. heez. =] jupiter 1st..mercury 2nd.. venus 3rd! lol.. neptune last. wahaha! =x hmm..then.. went jp to.. eat..?? haaz.. lalala~ going out later. heez. withmybear. (:

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( 3:55 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

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azura
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david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
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irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

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