Cos in my head there's a slot machine .      

& Friday, June 30, 2006

hmm..super pissed with dearie today. o well.. he had his chi Os oral just now.. his bdae is in.. 3 n 1/2 hours more. haaz.. my temper should faster cool down. whatever. my phrasing sucks and i super hate my shins.

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( 8:31 PM )

& Thursday, June 29, 2006

hmm..nothing much.. blah.. rather moody. suhaizat is doing a great job of making my day bright! haaz. poa was.. zzz.. split class n all that. haaz. im going to be one good n serious girl n concentrate on poa. haaz. im going to be some geek taking down all notes and everything. hee. anyway.. suhaizat is super strong. o well.. super violent. haaz. during chemistry he broke a 2b pencil into half by just twisting one time while sharpening it. lol.


heh. the broken pencil.

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( 4:13 PM )

& Wednesday, June 28, 2006

hmmm..pe was.. zzz.. mr rudy ng took over mr tan!!!!!! ): !!!!!! SIGH! hmm..im a short fat pig. ): hmmm.. school was shitty tdy.. had stomach bloody cramps tdy and back-bloody-ache. $!#@^!#$ still went for traing! =D bad choice.. ): my shins hurt again. eh damn it la.pain then not pain then pain! ^!%!$@#!^ stayed back after traing.. see the guys play bball.. went collect sand for dearie's bdae prezzie.. n.. lalala.. hmmm.. i seriously dont know what to do la. ): anyway.. yupyup. stayed a tad too late.. and when we were about to go home..we realised the gate was locked. of cos being sensible kids, we called the police. LOL. no la.. just took some photos for "memory-sake" and climbed over and off to home we go! heh. =x oooooooh! 1st july! heh. followed by 2nd july! dearie's bdae then our 3rd month! hee.. <3

hmm..some random pics! =]


the track guys playing bball with some bball guys..? heh.


yupyup! (:

heh. =x

the school locked us in. heh. =x

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( 8:28 PM )

& Tuesday, June 27, 2006

haaz..school re-opened.. monday's timetable sucks. ): poa early in the morn spoiling my mood. followed by maths and then the dreaded chinese.. ): recess so zxzxzx late i can faint kay! ): sigh sigh.. hmmmm.. training at the end of the day. (: today.. hmmm.. zzz.. early in the morn chinese again! ): hmmm.. bought the stuffs for dearie's bdae thingy. heh. =]

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( 5:12 PM )

& Saturday, June 24, 2006

hmmmmmmm.went grandma's house tdy. heez. ate alot n took lots of crappy photos! upload tmr.. camera no batt. heh. ate subway for dinner n here i am! yay! sch's reopening soon! can see dearie! okay fine. im desperate. harhar. =.=" boohoo. hmwks! =x la pi xiao xin! here i come! =x !

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( 8:43 PM )

& Friday, June 23, 2006

training earlier.. had fun. (: hmmm.. mr b_ _ _ _ is real selfish! didnt allowed us to play games w/o tchers arnd! o well.. i suppose at his position is understandable.. but.. im not in the mood to jiang dao li. (think rationally? ) heh. =x wanted to give another go at asking dearie out.. but he said his remedial ends at 5..? so..suan le.. next week perhaps..? his bdae coming! heez. im going to do something special! =] hmmmm..im so fickle-minded! haaz..sort of la. changed back to cascada's everytime we touch. heh. totally in love with it la. heh. sorry rihanna..another time i guess. heh. =x

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( 2:57 PM )

& Thursday, June 22, 2006

o well.. tdy was kind of boring. haaz. stayed at home n ate yummy lunch! =D heez. as the saying always goes.. homecooked food are the best! eh. is there this kind of saying at all,anyway? o well. said by emm then. heh. food is my greatest loveeeeeeeee! eat eat eat! if only my metalbolism rate is faster. can eat more alrdy. =x hmmm.. did maths til headache came knocking on my head so went to slp.. a short nap only la. 2 hrs..? heh. then woke up bathe and watched tv while sis cooked for her friend. hmmmm.. *drools* heh. tmr training! =] and congrats once again for bestie bcuming NCO! =]



roses are red,
some diamonds are blue.
chivalry is dead,
but you're still kinda cute.

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( 7:17 PM )

& Wednesday, June 21, 2006

went traing.. no teachers.. ms azlin came n gave doris n i instructions on what to do today and left for remedial.. hmmm.. it was quite fun.. n tiring.. heh. rollerblade-ed arnd school with doris.. haaz. n i fell right on my butt. -.- im tired. im pissed.

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( 1:56 PM )

& Tuesday, June 20, 2006

my current blog's song. (:




rhianna-unfaithful



Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company



Hes more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true


And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss up on my cheek

He's here reluctantly

As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

Our Love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no


Yeah yeah yeah








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( 8:35 PM )

&

nothing much. went to aunty house. =D nice yummy food! =D hee. rain rain rain. the dog was cute. but the hamsters were cuter. haaz. damn interchange. zzz..training tmr! =D

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( 5:44 PM )

& Monday, June 19, 2006

haaz. outing with steph! heavenly! =D pics up! of cos not all.. heez. respect for privacy. =P


our next synbol apart from monkies! =D steph n i!

heez.

cute face made up of yuckie veggies.

*pouts*? haaz.

steph!

roofless house! =D

EXTREMELY TOXIC.

swinging of legs!

drive me crazy.

greyyyyy cloudssss

bpps with new coat of paint! ):

=]

=} eternal besties =}

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( 8:31 PM )

& Sunday, June 18, 2006

haaz.. tution today.. nothing much.. for the whole day.. tmr meeting steph!!!!!! =D the funny thing is.. we havent decide what time to meet yet. =x heh. =x oooooh meeting steph! yay! =D

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( 6:34 PM )

& Saturday, June 17, 2006

hmm..nothing much. went grandma's house did some work.. ate alot.. played.. mummy n daddy went to "walk walk" at people's park..? asked me along but of cos..no way! there has nothing for me to look forward to except for squeezing with pple among the crowd..?! so.. uh-uh. no thanks. went home myself instead n treated myself to delicious dinner i cooked myself! heh. =x campbell soup n egg with hotdog ham n cheese. heez. =] im bloated now. o well. =\ dearie's com spoil? omg..

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( 8:10 PM )

& Friday, June 16, 2006

hmmmmmm.bored today..went out in the morn back in the aftnn. hmm..ate alot.. now i feel like puking.where has the damn song went to? zzz..

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( 4:24 PM )

& Thursday, June 15, 2006

replies to tags : steph! - haaz. free cos ure innocent huh?! haaz! o! u seem busy! gotta take care huh bestie! =D o! no one night stands! =D

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( 12:54 PM )

& Wednesday, June 14, 2006

hmm..sentosa outing with the track pple.. =D yay! tanned! i love love love the sun! but i hate it when i hurt my thumb. zzz.. took lots of photos! hee.
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syazwan-shocked! =x
ah ling and i! =D
3 buddies..
haaz.
some random pic. =]
mr tan playing vball with..suria..?
er..
buried! o well. 1/2 buried.
hmm..














lalala..? =x















HAH. =x
our mess. theres still more. heh.
talented guitarist..? wait til u hear his singing. =P haaz. all hail for..mr tan!
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
some hero..? heh.
another random pic.














norman is enjoying the swing reynard gave him,it seems. =P















haaz. a pic says a thousand words.
just the train/pram/lorry/blah.
walk walk walk.
superstar virgo! haaz. plus the cablecars above..?
just like the sky. hee.
like the effect? haaz. =x

end of the day!my beautiful roasted skin! okay..irrelevant. =x

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( 9:40 PM )

& Tuesday, June 13, 2006

atomic kitten-strangers

Everything you do says you're leaving me
Everything you say shows you don't believe in me
How was I supposed to know that this was gonna hurt a soul
You and I are strangers in our home
You and I are strangers in our home

Everything I feel proves there's nothing left in me
Everything I hear takes away the breath in me
How was I supposed to know this was gonna hurt a soul
You and I are strangers in our home
You and I are strangers in our home


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extreme moodswings ahead.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Emmeline!

  1. Emmeline has 118 ridges around the edge!
  2. If you cut emmeline in half and count the number of seeds inside, you will know how many children you are going to have.
  3. Emmeline was invented in China in the eleventh century, but was only used for fireworks, never for weapons.
  4. Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of emmeline, and frequently rise to the surface for air!
  5. An average beaver can cut down emmeline every year!
  6. If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn into emmeline!
  7. Emmelineomancy is the art of telling the future with emmeline!
  8. Without its lining of emmeline, your stomach would digest itself.
  9. The blood of mammals is red, the blood of insects is yellow, and the blood of emmeline is blue!
  10. Emmeline can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant.


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( 10:05 AM )

& Monday, June 12, 2006

special post! haaz. since tagboard is down.. -replies brian- : nope! mia! missing in action. =x

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( 2:22 PM )

&

haaz..went training.. haaz.. the sun is so beautiful! for suntanning. =x man i miss lying under the sun on the sand doing nothing. =/ hmm.. tmr going out! (: but not with bear. zzz..

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( 1:54 PM )

& Sunday, June 11, 2006

hmmm..no tution for today.. hmm.. okay.. ):

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( 2:57 PM )

& Saturday, June 10, 2006

haaz..real bored.. down with sorethroat,running nose headache n still alittle bit of fever.. ): hmm.. the rain always brings back many wonderful memories. hee. hmmm.. next week is going to be packed! (: still deciding whrthr to go to fri's class gathering or not. dont feel like it.. cos.. its the sec 3 class gathering not the sec 2 one. ): and i happen to miss 2e5 more than 3e7. er.. =x

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( 3:15 PM )

& Friday, June 09, 2006

haaz..traing.. heavy rain! so mr tan drove us to jurong east gym. wahaha. hmm.. lalala. trained and then changed clothes off to causeway pnt to watch movie..? wanted to catch shes the man. but caught cars in the end.. it was okay,surprisingly. heh. =] ate burger king and saw pri sch tcher. haaz. chen lao shi.. (rmb her steph? she was with her son n she didnt recognise me!) heh. hmmm.. watched finish at 4 plus..? shopeed arnd.. trained back to bl. husna n sze ying went home while doris n i went shopped arnd jp..? the toilets are seriously to small la! so crowded and neverending queues! zzz.. went frontier cos doris wanted to ask some stuffs and then head home. (: haaz.. fever again! ): sigh sigh.. i sense some difference too.. ):

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( 8:01 PM )

& Thursday, June 08, 2006

haaz.. today was fun fun fun! heh. morn went to the gym with doris.. we trained for.. 3 hours..? haaz. all the laughters we laughed that cos the quietness to be disrupted. =x heh. bathed already then went eat roti prata! =D heh. the shopped around the pasar malam. heh. trained back to boon lay..walked arnd jp.. saw chin kang and his friend..? haaz. super friendly guy. (: walked walked walked.. doris could not find the dvd that she wants..?went to frontier..? slacked super loads. home! heh. it's raining! haaz.. sigh.

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( 5:03 PM )

& Wednesday, June 07, 2006

sugababes lyrics- Push The Button


I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me

I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You're still not getting it
Now that you've heard everything I have to say
where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control
(I control)

If you're ready for me boy
(For me boy)
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
(Oh, oh)
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

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( 8:00 PM )

&

haaz..training today.. ): the pain came back to my shin. ): it's only the right shin though. ): but still bad enough. ): anyway.. dearie came back ytd after what it felt like.. 10 lightyears..? heh. hmmm.. im bored.

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( 3:54 PM )

& Monday, June 05, 2006


the guys playing soccer..?
and again..

and again..

and again! heez.

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haaz.. today's traing was.. omg. breath-taking..? LOL. the worser version la. haaz. omg omg omg. took 1/2 my life away. but after drinking milo, that 1/2 flew back into me so here i am typing away dilligently. =x haaz. hmmmmmm.. yay! tmr honey is coming back! =D heeeez =D o well. bie gao xing de tai zhao (dont be happy too early) huh. ): sigh. haaz. heard alot alot of stories from SY n anthy. haaz.. o gosh. bear was so cute man! haaz. he still is anyway. (: hmmmmmmmmm.. im bored. thou dislike doing mathematics. LOL. did i get that right..? heez. o well. (: hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..


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the 2 months anni prezzie for dearie. yesyes. im 3 days late. who ask him go m'sia. =x


anyway it consists of 4 slots. 2 photoframes and 2 mirrors. the other 2 is photoframes. i used one alrdy! =x put our photographs as in animals of northpole..? he is polar bear while im the penguin o well i know u wont understand or will think this is silly but this has some significance to us so shush about unwanted comments if its not pleasing to my ears or in this case,eyes. heez. (:



original photo of the prezzie. (:

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( 7:43 PM )

& Sunday, June 04, 2006

hmmmmmmmmmmm..didnt came online ytd.. didnt even touch the com. zzz.. watched the replay of spore idol cos of lit camp. zzz.. okay anyway! i love love love love love love paul twohill! "who needs one hill when you have two!" heh. =D hmmmmmm.. heez. sigh. dearie is at m'sia..? zzz.. im hibernating at home. zzz.. 6/6/06 then he'll be back.. my fave number! LOL. haaz. sigh. whenarewegoingtoactuallygoout..? ): imsickofthisendlesswaitings. ): sigh. EMMELINE. be UNDERSTANDING and REASONABLE that this is an impt year for him and blah blah blah. what the heck. im sick of telling this to myself and trying to be good. im sick of acting reasonably and being all smiles and "no worries!" argh. can i behave like a spoilt rotten brat now,now that ive been an angel for 30 days..? ):


there you are over at malaysia,
while here i am on a little island called singapore.
screaming silently in my heart,sending you a message via telepathy,which i hope you'll receive,
: "i miss you", "hope you have fun", "do take care" & "remember your meals" ----------i believe that the lovely doves have sent them to you though it's really naive of me.

if anything evil of harmful does befalls you,
overdosage of narcotic is what i'll do,yes it's true.
if not diagonised as being neurotic is what i'll be,
even though it's all dramatic & silly now,i see.
so here i am praying & wishing you'll be safe,
if not i'd rather be buried alone inside deep in a cave.



o well..it's all wierd and un-lovely but hey. whatever. ):





ooooooh yipee! im 15 yrs and 1 month old! heh. =x im just bored.

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( 8:52 PM )

& Friday, June 02, 2006

haaz.. back from lit camp.. haaz. it was.. o well.. okay. hmm.. 2nd month! =D hmmm..

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides



Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

<3

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( 1:59 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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