Cos in my head there's a slot machine .      

& Wednesday, November 23, 2005


yup.are u wondering?

track [[girls]] rock! (:

haaz.garfiel,turtle or bear for u,mam? =P

seen doris? =P

haaz.husna n fatin. (:

toys for sale! =]

ugly shoes! =x

heez.anthnoy din noe i was taking him. =x


heez.today traing.the warm-up thing sucks.): aiya.nothing much lo.after that went jp with husna n fatin.then saw yong keong n his friends.haaz.didnt regconise him at first.cos his hair like change.then wierd wierd.haaz.then walk closer he smile then i noe.LOL.haaz.fatin n husna cute la! love taking foto so much.haaz.

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( 11:58 PM )

& Tuesday, November 22, 2005


i love love love sugar doughnut! (:

i love love love strawberry doughtnut!

i love balls.circle? light! water.lol.=x

(:

heh.i love all doughnuts!

i love love love choco doughnut!




heh.tdy.went out with zj.fun la.heez.freezing cold! yaya.again. =/ then heez.raining.in fact rain whole morn.haaz.so cooling.nah..so cold! haaz. =P aiya.boring la.nothing to blog about.blah.






------i erased your messages.those messages which always made my heart skip a beat.wells.all gone. thats that.------

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( 7:32 PM )

& Monday, November 21, 2005


heez.the middle part of the stadium!

the other end of the stadium!

our mess.doris n mine. (;


hohoho.today.traing! first time im so happy and excited to go traing.lol.cos doris finally come back.oh man! waited duno how long man! haaz.then.yesyes.left house early just to go traing. LOL! was early by 1/2 hour.heh.then.yuppies.traing.haaz.quite ok la.haaz.then ya.just run lo.LOL.heez.then ya..all of us talked abt some stuffs.so lame.then.after that we went to macdonalds.suppose to be discussing abt some stuffs with mr tan lo.in the end bcum eat n lame arnd.haaz.then.ya.anthony very GOOD.suggested us taking the long long route of the mrt.ya.we were frm bukit gombak station la.then instead of just train-ing down to jurong east after bukit batok,he suggested taking the long route which is like..all the way to CITY HALL..?!?!?! ya.must pass thru yio chu kang and all the blahs.omg.arnd 1 hour lo.or even more..?!?! then changed train..then he gd! alighted at outram park to meet his mummy.=/ sze ying said perhaps he just wanted us to accompany him.heez. lame la.oh man.missed tv shows! not show,but showS! =[ then just went home lo.haaz.was freezing colddddd. brrrrr.heh.then.ya.just went home.reached home abt 8.15pm..?? smth lidat.arnd thr la.wow.was in the train frm 6pm?? 6.15pm? til 8.05pm.oh man.haaz.shld have joined demond going home straight.haaz.how wld i noe? haaz.sounded very fun at first.haaz. overall..quite fun la.QUITE.yaya.i noe im contradicting myself in some ways..but..yesyes..actually enjoyed myself. =P

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( 10:21 PM )

& Sunday, November 20, 2005

heh.spent the whole aftnn packing my room.omg.so messy.now i know why my mummy keeps nagging le. =x i needed like..a total of 6 huge red plastic bags just to pack half of my room!! wow. i didnt know my room can store so much rubbish. =x then..had fun la.im so suprised.packing oso can be fun. aiya.maybe cos got music then fun lo.heez.music of vacuum cleaner. LOL.no la.radio.heez. then..ya..packed 1/2 le then..stop lo.my palms were so black.yucks. then ya.stopped and came to use the com. =x! of cos after washing hands la.okae..yadda yadda.so boring.heez.unraveled many secret treasures while packing my room.LOL.haaz.hmm.then.the wind so strong.just blow one time and my sis bedroom door just slam shut. then.ya.she tried to open but cant.my mum suspected that the lock spoil.cos she used all the bedroom keys to open but cant open.so she called the locksmith lo.hmm.well.thats abt all bahz.hope the day ends peacefully. LOL. heh.

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( 5:16 PM )

&

Michelle Branch-goodbye to you

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

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( 1:05 PM )

& Friday, November 18, 2005

today..early morn..naz called me and asked me whrthr could she come or not.haaz.was so sleepy! so i just said yes.heez.then..yarh.lamed arnd.drank..used dom.watched cartoon!! heez. ya..im a very very bad host.so its best if u would just make urself feel at home.heez. then.ya. naz kept asking whrthr i want to go out or not.i lazy la..and oso no mood.so didnt go out.then.. yarlo. blah blah.then went down to send naz to sch.haaz.then..went traing. ok lo.heez.upon knowing doris is coming back,my mood changed for the better! LOL. ok..lame.haaz. then.after traing, went to meet doris.so boring.didnt know where to go. heez. so anyhow walk lo. then.bought alot of food.heez.then rushed home to watch tv.aiya.so boring.suan le. im ending here.




-there's something inside me crying out for something else.if someone hears this scream,put it into a letter to me.
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( 8:20 PM )

& Thursday, November 17, 2005


spicy lunch. ):

haaz.today.went out with steph! finally!!!!! i miss her so so so so so sooooooooooo muchhhhhh..!! the most in fact! = !!!! heez.she looks prtty much the same! heez! =) besties forever huh steph? =D din noe whr to go.then decide over the fone.met her at the bp interchange.then walked.roamed.everything! haaz.oh man.we ate lunches that are !$%#%^!@#! so spicy!!!!! omg! even 2 cups of ice horlicks cant help man! omg. most spicy meal in my whole whole 14 yrs of life! then aft that..went to our secret hidey place.haaz. sort of hidey. =P then.slacked.lied arnd.talked! snapped photos.lame ones.crappy ones. lovely ones. =] haaz.i noe i noe.i sound very.. LOL! here.haaz.cant blame me.im just a 14 yr old kid. =P ok..14 plus.heh. then.walked back to the interchange.was so THIRSTY.must be the msg in the lunch. =x !! then bought cold drink.oh man.after drinking my stomach like..bloated up! =O then..yuppies.we talked awhile more then i boarded the bus and headed home.oh man! time fliesssssssssssssssssss. i dont care.got to meet up soon! and really soon! =} then came home.watched spongebob. (:

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( 8:02 PM )

& Wednesday, November 16, 2005

heez.tdy.early morn.went out with naz n jas. =] !!!!!! suddenly realised that i missed them. =[
then..walked arnd in jp.omg.i cant believe that we spent 3 hrs in a boring place called jurong point,and ive actually enjoyed myself.haaz.naz so cute la.being tortured by jas n my childishness in kiddie palace. =x haaz.i love them! =] then..went traing.haaz.so toughhhhhh.the sun was so perfect.............for suntanning.not traing. omg.what a blah mannnnnnnnnn. ): !!!!! hmmm.nothing much lo. suhaizat is so LAME!!!!!!!!! haaz. will enjoy his clowning in class nxt year. heeeez. (; blah blah.




i want to find back my passion for running. ):

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( 8:17 PM )

&

aslyn-that's when i love you

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u
I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u No matter what

Ohh that's when
I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

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( 8:08 PM )

& Tuesday, November 15, 2005

ytd.didnt go to traing.heez.today.so bored.stomachache. =[









-im already finished with today.i dont know why it isnt finished with me yet. =[ -

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( 12:25 PM )

& Sunday, November 13, 2005


smile!

i love love love him! (:

awwww.he's shy. x)

he finally looked into the cam! =D

haaz.ytd's photos.im in luv with my couzzzzzz. (: haaz.cute as he can be,he has his tempers. =P
bored la,tdy.maybe going to go out later.maybe not.wadeva it is,im borrrrred. bored ytd,bored tdy,bored tmr.haaz.duno la.i want to go out.tdy! tmr! everyday! haaz.traings not counted. ;) hope H or Z faster come onlineeeeeee.E is getting pretty bored arnd here. ):

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( 2:54 PM )

& Saturday, November 12, 2005

bored bored bored. =/ today started out blahish lo.want go out but ez-link card cannot find! wahlao.find find find.oso cant find lo.then after duno how long then found it on the floor.Zzzzzz!!!! then..went out lo.quite ok la.bored. =[ ate and ate.played.blahed.nothing much lo.aiyer.boring la. monday want go out.dun go traing.well..yupyup.dun go la.but want to go lehz.aiya.go out more impt. =x!!!!! to make up for it.the most wed train harder.and and.dun eat too much on mon and tues. =x aiya.perhaps im not made for track. =( duno lo. hmmmmm.zj go sentosa.celebrate sis bdae!! so good.i also want to go.but only for the sun. =x haaz.aiya.bored la.nobody to accompany me. ):


I wanna feel the way you make me feel
When I'm with you
I wanna be the only hand
You need to hold on to
But every time I call you don't have time
I guess I'll never get to call you mine

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( 10:10 PM )

& Friday, November 11, 2005

zzz.im sleeeepy.sianzzzz.later got traing. ): gym traing. ): anyway.ya. ytd.boringggggggggg. ): ): wanted to go out initially.but zj forgot abt it. ): ): ): ): i was sooooooooooooooooooo borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred. amused myself with cartoons and songs.even msn is getting pretty boring for me.im seriously borrrrrrrred. ): nobodys homeeee.the days friends want to go out clash with my traing daysssssss.i must pon traing these days. mon wed fri.! i want to go outtttt. ): stephhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i want to meeet youuuuuuu!!!! ): ): ): ): ): ): ure the only one who can really amuse me. haaz.i want to go outttttt. out out ouut. out of this house. ): out of jurong. ): blah blah. ):

my shadows the only one that walks beside me.
my shallow hearts the only thing thats beating.
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me.
):

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( 11:04 AM )

& Monday, November 07, 2005

haaz.im here. hmm.early in the morn when im suppose to be aslp,im here blogging. okok.so, its not realy completely early. but,well..why waste a good and extended sleep. hmm. was woken up by the sound of drilling. oh man. it was only 10am u know?! 10am!!!!!! so early.cant they like leave the drilling til like..later in the aftnn about 3pm? thats when im all ready to go traing. then no need to suffer. see.now i have to blast the stereo (with music la.duh..) just to block out the sound of that damn drilling.haaz.i dont know which one is worse.both are giving me a throbbing headache.): haiz.woke up early in the morn at 7.15am. to meet vani downstairs.she wanted to pass me something to pass to mr tan.lol. haizzzzzz. she and doris wont be coming for traing for 2 weeks!!! which means..6 traings!! im going to be so lonely without them. =[ then somemore sze ying has her own outside traing. so i doubt she also will be here. =[ how bad can things get man. im like..so dreading traing. lol. nvm.just run,right? thats all i should be doing. lol. haaz. dint blog ytd. no mood la. he wasnt online.fine. =[ anyway..did some serious thinking.lol. haaz. hmm. aiya. blah la. forget it. im too lazy to type here. =[ hmm.aiya. go off now. byes.

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( 10:50 AM )

& Friday, November 04, 2005

haaz.in zj's house now.heez.miss her house la. =P haaz. jio-ed her out just now.simply too bored le. haaz.i hope steph's doing fine at home.haaz.both of us were suffering earlier on. simply too bored. haaz.hmm. today nthg much lo. very very bored. haaz.these few days keep seeing hui xian.haaz.ex-track. haaz.ytd saw him.tdy also saw him. haaz. anyway.ya. now doing blog. haaz.my com lo.so idiotic. cant download the files.sian. haaz.thanks worz zj. (: cute la she. playing the spider solitere game.haaz. (; well.nothing much.haaz.

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( 4:43 PM )

& Wednesday, November 02, 2005

michelle branch-Everywhere
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real I sense it now,
the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe I
'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see

So tell me Do you see me?


):

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( 8:47 PM )

&

haaz.today is a beautiful day. lol. ok.Zzz. fine. hmm.last night. talked to zj on the phone from 11.15pm til 2am? arnd thr.heez. cute la she.haaz. kept faking some coughs to hide her laughters.heez. in the end while taking a blanket she got found out by her dad. heez. suay.must put down phone. ): haaz.then 10am suppose to have HZE "meeting".heez. organised by Z. but i woke up at 11am. by her phone call. LOL.haaz. then.ya.haaz. we..well..created havoc for benny bear. =x okok. i feel guilty now. lol. =x but.quite fun la. =x then.ya. went to bring my grandma to the hospital. for check up. waited for so damn long.and then. ya went in for less than 5 mins. i was like.. lol..?? so fast..?? then..ya.. went back to my grandma hse and yadda yadda. lalala. then trained home. saw a girl whom is the last person i would like to see,on the train. i was like.. i purposely walked to the rear end of the train..then..ya.saw her. then..i got off at the next stop to run to another carraige.lol. haaz.ya.thats it la. talked on e phone with zj almst for one whole day.heez. thats all la. tommorow is going to be a brand new day.another day to try to erase you.outta mind.outta my life.

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( 7:16 PM )

& Tuesday, November 01, 2005

heez.changed skin. (: happy deepavali.lol. heeeeez. went on a shopping spree. (: but only bought 3 tops. went out frm 11am til 9pm and only that pathetic amnt of clothes.also cos i spent 1/2 the time choosing.haaz. aiya not my fault marh.the clothes some so auntie-ish. flowers.lace. sheesh. then blah blah. to cut long story short,cos somehow i gtg, my mum,sis, and i shopped ate shopped and went home. lol.ok.theres a cockroach.freaking hell. im outta here.

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( 10:16 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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