& Tuesday, February 28, 2006
dont talk to me about house pract. you already say you dont want to talk about hse pract. so why are you still rambling on and on..? yadda.. you're responsible im not. so why not you go be the captain. i dont want to be one. damn..! i hate this. dont talk to me abt house pract..! how many times have i told you to shut up about hse pract..? damn you. stop asking me stupid qns. just fuck off. do you hear me..? fuck off. argh..!!!!!!!!!!!
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( 6:21 PM )
&
zzz.. bored.. maths ca retest.. what the heck.. zzz.. confused.Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:05 PM )
& Monday, February 27, 2006
zzz.. boring day..zzz.. pe ran..! =D my legs dont really hurt much. can run like the past anytime soon! =D recess..zzz.. ive disappointed myself. I ATE! ):! haaz.. im too hungry la. =x then..zzz.. maths..zzz.. eng..Zzz.. DAMN. boring.. hmm.. lalala..mr yip.. came to go thru phys correction.. hmm.. thn.. went canteen to buy my beloved milo again.. 2nd packet! *gasps* then went minimart with anqin.. she wanted to buy sweets. she still say alittle. in the end da bao xiao bao dou you (big and small packets also have). LOL. then went back sch to do last min mugging for phys n chem again. haaz. then cldnt concentrate.. so doris,anqin n i went fitness corner to study. haaz.. and suntan. =P then went to buy my 3rd packet of milo. GOSH..! diet scheme for mon failed. ): then.. blah.. time passed so slowly.. then suhaizat finally came. man! he forced me show him the hp again. dots man.. keep threatening me. ): his blister burst and bled. YUCK. serves him right. kept threatening me. =x haaz.. phys chem.. damn! made careless mistakes.. so many infact.. lalala.. stayed back for awhile to eat..OH MAn..= hmm.. he was feeling troubled.. =/ oh well.. hmm.. went home..zzz.. replied his msg.. bathed.. online-d.. zzz.. lazy to do hmwk ah. nvm..hes doing now..i shld do too. LOL. zj surely scold me huachi or whatever chi she can think of. haaz..Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:01 PM )
& Sunday, February 26, 2006
zzz..man..watched tv and slept at 2.45 and the garbage truck still dare to come early in the morning to empty that damn rubbish thingy. drats. had to wake up early. was feeling so grouchy about it. zzz.. dilly-dallyed arnd the house.. did tution hmwk and came online.. tada! he was there too.. haaz.. i brightened up considerably of cos. (: haaz.. but didnt chat properly with him. haaz.. still feeling alittle grouchy. zzz.. im not a morning person. haaz.. esp when im forced to wake up.blah. hmm.. so..yup.. didnt chat properly..feel so bad.. guess im boring him by keeping silent. well.. i was sort of half-awake only. haaz.. last night i treated him bad too. ): cos i quarrelled with my sis then he msged me right after the quarrel. so i replied shittyly. man. he still say he didnt mind. man.. i feel even more guilty. ): hmm..hes having tution now..? haaz..his end then mine start. zzz.. damn. im going to miss him. =\ tmr phy n chem. zzz.. maybe will study tnite.. lalala~Labels: feelings.
( 11:58 AM )
& Saturday, February 25, 2006
tdy traing..was late.. haaz.. suppose to meet 8am i woke up at arnd 8..? haaz.. hmm.. just warm-up and stretched then off doris n i went to macdonalds to do poa. heh. cos we didnt bring money so only kavin,anthy and szeying went gym. haaz.. doris and i ate big breaky and refilled our tea twice. heh. =x zzz.. poa..oh man! sze ying teach like so easy..mr soh teach..gosh.. my head spin ah. damn. fri ca. what the heck! hmm.. doris went off earlier.. sze ying n i stayed back to talk. haaz.. she was telling me about anthy's sec 1 and 2 stories.. haaz.. didnt know he wld be so funny. haaz.. then..lalala.. we went off.. talked abt embarrassing stuffs of mrt. haaz.. laughed til i cried. well..i always do.. =x hmm.. went home.. he msged me.. haaz.. god.. how much i miss him. damn! suhaizat told kavin. damn..! oh man.. what if hes angry..? argh! damn it la. early i know dont anyhow leave my hp lying arnd.. sobs.. )'=Labels: track
( 6:32 PM )
& Friday, February 24, 2006
haaz.. ss.. mr singh never come.. we were like..YAY! lol.. played game with doris,saida mila and feezah.(?) haaz.. lalala~ then sel.. mrs wong never come too..! =D played with suhaizat,rahman, anqin and izaan. haaz.. =] chem..tcher came.. but i was still playing with them. heez.. =x slack ah tdy. haaz.. recess..ate! =x oh man! mon really shld stop eating. haaz.. phys was..!!! haaz.. okay la.. at least mr yip explains things fast and clear. heez.. =] m. tongue was boring! mdm loo shld stop giving zuo ye. =P im always stuck.. zzz.. who ask them.. print til so chim. =x blah.. met mrs ng after school. haaz.. lalala.. traing.. =]
miss him! =] haaz.. hes such a sweetie.. =]Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:10 PM )
& Thursday, February 23, 2006
zzz..boring boring.. haaz.. not really la..its just the ending thats very boringggg. haaz.. blah.. after recess was eng.. no teachers.. bored.. went to take the teachers president voting paper for some pple who wanted to vote.. didnt know they meant it.. blah. then after that ran down to the general office to return them. hmm.. bored la. ms sandra changed some sitting positions in class during lit. ): now im sitting nxt to yazial(??) instead of jurveen.. sighs.. but better than nothing la. heez..at least hes funny.(: =x poa sucks.. was doodling the plastic board of the table with the marker.. of cos not permanent la. haaz.. zzz.. poa ca coming.man..! im going to so fail it. =/ hmm.. missed him. haaz.. damn! suhaizat know alrdy..! cos my hp was in my pencil case..he took it and read all the msges! damn! im like..so embarrassed.. cos some pple heard it.. =\ damn! haaz.. then rahman and i used pernament marker to draw "her" name on his plastic board. haaz.. he was so speechless la. haaz..i know my revenge is more mean than what he did.. but still.. heeeeeeez! =P hmm..aft sch.. got to rushed back home to bring the noticebrd thingy and phys wkbk. damn! forgot have to pass up by tdy. ): felt so kuku carrying that long blue board to sch.. the bloody noticebrd. zzz..stayed back for awhile thn rushed home.celebrate mummy's bdae. (: was guilty la.. left doris alone. ): hmm.. well..end here bah. (:
baby,baby. baby youre the one.
keep me awake baby all night long.
(: Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:15 PM )
& Wednesday, February 22, 2006
zzz..boring.. moody the whole day.. zzz.. damn it.. boring la. i gained weight. sian..! damn it! fattttt..!! i shall not drink so much milo.. haaz.. listen to him and drink fruit juice..? haaz.. (: hmm.. bored.. hcumyrevmihssimi. hmm.. traing.. lalala.. zzz.. stayed back.. had some conspiracy among suhaizat and doris and i. heeeeeez..! (: tmr another boring day.. i hate the bloody class noticebrd. blah. i hate my dad's naggings. sian.. and its only over the phone..! imagine him coming home and his constant nagging.. oh man..! its a good thing hes coming hom arnd april.. but still..? dont understand his naggings la.. some kind of old-fashioned..? RAR. outdated frm spore.. =x blah me..
hes so sweet..! haaz..hes my wonderful drug..(:Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:14 PM )
& Tuesday, February 21, 2006
haaz. lalala. im hooked on him. haaz.. spending every lessons dreaming. lol. unhealthy eh. cant help it.hes like a drug. wahahaha! (x cute la. haaz.. =] Labels: feelings.
( 5:11 PM )
& Monday, February 20, 2006
wahahahahahaha! emsessimehdnamihssimi(: heeeeeeeeeez. semitsuoiverpehtekildednetiyawehtsdnerevensihtepoh (:
Labels: feelings.
( 8:04 PM )
& Sunday, February 19, 2006
haaz. lalala. leopold and kate was super nice. haaz. every dog has a date too.. haaz.. though its chinese.. glad it had subtitles. heh. x) was switching channels every advertisements. heh. after that..online-d til 2 plus am 3..?? forgot.. haaz.. lalala.. rotted in the aftnn.. 2 plus had tution.. haaz.. ended late! =/ watched tv.. haaz.. he told me his secret. haaz..i told him mine too. haaz.. =] til here.. im going to watch tv.. =]Labels: feelings.
( 7:56 PM )
& Saturday, February 18, 2006
josie and the pussycats is so nice..! the show, i mean. heez.. =] seriously..im bored.. going to continue watching tv later.. blah..zzz.. bored..something is missing in my life right now.. or someone..? =\
josie and the pussycats (i think they are the ones who sang this..=x) - you dont see me
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you’re touching my hand
But it twists into smoke
When I turn on the lights
I’m speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Ahhh
The way I wish you would
Ahhh
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I’m falling apart
Isn’t this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I’ll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you couldLabels: lyrics
( 9:39 PM )
& Friday, February 17, 2006
damn..! cross-country..? ha-ha-ha. zzz.. dots lo. only c'girls ran.. zzz.. what the heck. husna first! haaz.. =] fatin second.. =] yay! they won megla! or however u spell her name. blah.. im simply overjoyed. haaz.. they won meglaaaaaaaa! =D haaz..=x okay..sorry! blah. ahhhhhhhhhh! didnt run..!!!!! was anticipating the run..but..heng nv run la. =x warmup 1/2 way my shin pain alrdy. imagine so slippery then plus the pain. omg. i dont dare think abt it.. so basically just slacked..talk..threw stones.. blah blah..fooled arnd alittle.. dismissed after duno how many boring hours.. zzz.. walked to 7-11..then to naz house then to the duno what bus-stop..near 502.. cos vani complained. haaz.. from thr took 187 home..lalala.. went jp with doris. to have ice-cream. heez..=x bought class noticeboard thingies and off to home we head. blah. i miss him. hahahahahahhaahah. =xLabels: school. grrr.
( 8:27 PM )
&
(: (: (: (: today released early! sort of. haaz.. mr chew and mdm loo talked to us about the class thingy.. heh. zzz.. ss was idiotic..! haaz..after that.. sel..? blah.. chem was equally blah.. some stupid test.. blah~ went toilet to play.. zzz.. no mood la.. haaz.. recess.. =} played with jasmine. haaz. goshhhhhhhhhhhh..! i miss fooling arnd with her. haaz.. phys.. lalala.mr yip forgot only one period.. thats why he so confused why so fast end. LOL. went canteen.. lalala.. home. im scaredddd. haaz. nervous nervous.. =xLabels: school. grrr.
( 12:35 PM )
& Thursday, February 16, 2006
zzz.. late day again.. almost late again.. ahhhhhhhhhhh! zzz.. the lift keeps stucking at the 1st floor.. wahlao. zzz.. whole day got scoldings.. haaz.. maths..mrs ramesh was like..prepping us up.. mother tongue..zzz.. only subj that teacher never scold our class.. cos seperate. LOL. eng.. damn. no comments man! lit.. ms sandra sort of reprimanded us.. poa. WOAH. sucks. haaz.. lalala.. i hate poa.. should have took computer studies. DAMN! after school.. doris and shangjie and suhaizat went bowling.. didnt go.. haaz.. my legs were hurting.. damn it. all due to teachers walking away too fast making me chase them to sign that damn book. wahlao. ask us copy things down and they leave. fuckthem.im not their little doggie to chase them all over the school. blah! ): school cross-country! im going to run tomorrow! last run as i promised sy. heez. hope i get into top 10.. haaz.. thats all im asking with a pair of useless legs.. =/Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:14 PM )
& Wednesday, February 15, 2006
haaz..zzz..overslept like nobody's business today.. haaz..at least i woke up and reached school on time.. heez.. =] total defence is like..zzz.. did the stupid survey.. waste of time..=x.. pe was okay.. lalala.. zzz.. sel was shiok. talking like duno what like that. haaz.. that mr soh relieved us.. man. walk away so fast never sign the damn occurence bk! made me run from 4th floor to 2nd floor then to 3rd floor cos he walked too slow. oh mannnnn.that idiot.argh! come back class straightaway rubbed the heat rub. man. the pain.. argh..!!!!!!!!!! damn damn damn! zzz.. mdm loo was away! weeeeeeeeee! no mother tongue.. but still..homework! shit them.blah.. ss/hist is a waste of time. haaz.. after school.. lalala.. watched kavin and alvin and suhaizat do magic trick. haaz.. doris got fed up with kavin n suhaizat and got into a mini fight. LOL.. sort of la. zzz.. traing.. zzz.. joel is wierd. now. this very second. HAHA.Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:13 PM )
& Tuesday, February 14, 2006
zj and i.. =]
zzz..boring boring.. valentines day..zzz.. hmm.. my marker is lost! ): blah..bought for one day only! =/ hmm..got back ss and hist paper..that mr singh still say what..valentines day prezzies. blah him. not very good..but still..i passed!! 1st time passing hist during ca1.. haaz.. poa still sucks! big time! oh man..poa is so totally sickening. sy says she dont allow me to run cross-country.. man.. i really want to run..i will rest after x-country..i promise..! ): hais.. eng was..zzz.. no comments.. ussr was like..woah! havoc..! haaz.. blah..waited for zj after sch.. haaz.. 1 hour alone you know! she ought to be touched! (zj,when you read this you better cry.) =P lalala..! he msged me..but it all started cos he thought i was in another class.. oh man! why is this world so unfair..?! bloody hell! Labels: school. grrr.
( 4:02 PM )
& Monday, February 13, 2006
zzz..boring boring..zzz.. reading.. zzz.. lalala..zzz.. pe was..=/.. recess was =/.. maths was like.. 0.0 fail ding le.. sucks man.. yesterday's tution all gone from my mind.. -.- blah..
last night last min went to buy new pencil box and watch.. cos the old watch spoilt.. zzz.. pencilbox is like.. shun bian (on the way) buy. haaz.. whatever.. maths..damnit.eng was worse.. all my marks deproved.. deproved greatly..! compre im like..zzz.. 13/20 only!!!!! compo was.. 21/30.. =/ !!!!!! sucky marks.. man..but doris is right.. strict markings are good..but ms yong's one is like..unreasonable..?! cos..i wrote "come" but she go underline it..and wrote a new "come" above my "come".. im like..wtf..?! doris say..she cock-eye.. lol.blah. no comments man.. zzz..
before assembley..jing wee gave me abt 20 small small candies.. being a pig, i stuffed them all into my mouth at a go. =P heez! yumyum! <3! face="arial">haaz.. assembley was.. zzz.. after that..class committee (spelling..?) meeting. haaz..yadda yadda.. house pract cancelled..so stayed back to do class noticeborad and clean the class whatever blah.. haaz.. instead..andrew and doris and anqin n i were like..all over the school fooling arnd.. haaz..at least we did do some work. =P lalala.. tmr valentine's day.. haiya..
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( 6:10 PM )
& Sunday, February 12, 2006
eng..resource room 3----> 3rd level..
ss/hist..3/9---->2nd level..
recess..canteen(duh..) ---->1st level..
classrm/litclass/blah----> 4th level..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! how am i ever going to survive climbing all those stairssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..?!?!?!?! ]'=
ilovedmylegs..ihatethemnowforlettingmedown..Labels: school. grrr.
( 10:56 AM )
& Saturday, February 11, 2006
damn. DAMN! total fucktard!Labels: feelings.
( 1:22 PM )
& Friday, February 10, 2006
kelly clarkson- Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but youI'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughtsIn my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not meLabels: lyrics
( 8:40 PM )
&
i saw you and my kness went weak
my mouth cant speak and i cant see
a damn thing as i am weak.
anticipating the moment when you would speak
disappointed cos you just didnt.
it doesnt matter cos you're leaving,arent you?
somehow my heart cant agree to it,
dreading the moment of you
leaving forever,
out of my life..
i saw you..saw you..saw you..
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ss ca1 sucks..haaz..practically every test sucks..haaz..im ruining my own life.. nevermind.. at least my legs are improving (hope so..) haaz..the only consolation to me..
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Labels: feelings.
( 8:28 PM )
& Wednesday, February 08, 2006
argh! still hurting! iWantTorunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrun runrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunPeacefully!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =/Labels: track
( 8:08 PM )
& Tuesday, February 07, 2006
zzz..didnt want to blog..but was bored.. so..ya.. blah.. lit's like the only most fun classrm subj lo.. poa sucks man..til now i still dont know what has mr soh been talking about for the past 1 month lesson since the 1st lesson of this year.. suhaziat was like.. haaz..as lost as me. heng ah. got partner.. =x anyway we were both complaining to each other..zzz.. other people seem to be like.. "wow! poa so easy! " fine. hmm.. extra maths lesson after lesson..oh man. mrs ramesh's voice too high pitch..! really can get headache listening to her voice.. o.o today's hist ca1 i was like.. wow! im going to flunk it! =x whatever.. friday ss..? blah. tmr photo taking. haaz..blah blah..Labels: school. grrr.
( 4:59 PM )
& Monday, February 06, 2006
haaz..today was..so-so..haaz.. morning was zzz.. lalala.. eng was quite frustrating.. -.- house pract.. shiok ah.. started running.. haaz.. my shins improved.. dont really hurt as much as last time.. but run finish.. WAH.. pain til.. !$@#!% nvm..i shall still run.. haaz.. venus hse pract ended so early.. everyone was like..cheering..?? haaz..shang jie was sian of teaching doris javelin. haaz.. both of them were so cute.. haaz.. after all that.. went back canteen.. haaz.. fooled around.. haaz.. fun fun fun..! =D haaz.. =] tomorrow hist ca1.. what a blah.. havent start studying.. no mood la.. im feeling lazy.. im still in my idiotic mood.. haaz.. saw him.. my knees wobbled.. lol.. =x im an idiot..Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:55 PM )
& Sunday, February 05, 2006
our style. (husna,husna,fatin,fatin,me and doris.)
our style.(edited)
generous girls.haaz..
two retarded girls,as they said. haaz.
specs..no specs..?
specs..
cool~
nobody knew.
bl girls in the crowd.
=]
5th bl guy..
2nd bl guy..
1st bl guy..
boys starting..
before the girls' starting..
look at the crowd..
warm-up..?
i love this track colour..if only every track in spore was blue.. haaz.
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today is so boring..just realised i left my maths hmwk undone in school..great job emm.
i dont care.im going to start running.i dont care.run run run! i dont want to stop running. not now..not next time..not forever..nobody is going to stop me.uh-uh.
Labels: track
( 12:11 PM )
& Friday, February 03, 2006
im an idiot. ):
tomorrow haykel's bdae!! =D HZE forever! haaaaaaaz! <3
Labels: friends; pals; bestie
( 9:33 PM )
& Wednesday, February 01, 2006
oh man.shitty start to a shitty day. 1st thing go sch is take occurence bk from general office. then that teacher..i dont know whats her name.but she knows my name. LOL. she asked me collect newspaper.im like..its suhaizat's job..she say take now.im like..okae..fine. then..blah. phy was.. =] pe was..shitty. need to run.i ran for 1 run..punishment 20 pushups..cos i came later than the timing teacher wanted us to come in. my shinbones were hurting lo. that blur mr tan forgot. then 2nd round..the pain like go down..i ran.. before the timing..so no punishment.. but the pain from both bones were like so sharp and sudden. then..i did a stupid thing. i cried. i was like..?? lol..?? why am i crying..?!?! haaz. too sharp and sudden huh,the pain. so embarrassing.. the girls were like.. are you ok? are you ok? haaz. qiting was so funny. she sort of blamed mr tan.she told him, "or-hor. is ur fault." hahax..so cute huh. haaz. =] thanks girls. =] the guys were quite cute too. stanely kept asking me am i alright in chi. LOL. then suhaizat was like.."oh..same part pain again huh? rest more la." then wen zong was like..trying to cheer me up in a lame way.. he actually said.."emmeline dont cry.wait spore flood." okae.fine. haaz.doris.. =D sel was idiotic. but in a good way. haaz. recess..yadda yadda. elective hist.. blah. m.tongue..?? madam loo so funny. but somehow im not laughing. -.- my marks for chinese ca1 sucks! big time. but im glad i still managed to pass. haaz. 32/50. which is.......64%..?? my maths sucks..dont bother. then..maths was hilarious. alvin was like..LOL!!!! haaz. yadda yadda. stayed back in class with andrew and doris. talked talked talked..joked and laughed.. =D then..traing..didnt want to go. but mr tan say going chinese garden to see the new route for our sch cross-country. so i went. cos i dont want to get lost. =P no la.cos i needed time to get comfy with the place. mr tan asked me slowly jog. slowly jog oso pain lo. he asked me to walk. LOL. haaz. so i and sze ying slacked behind. heeeez. kavin waste my energy! askmed me go popular buy chem wkbk cos he tmr need. go thr! out of stock! called him..he say tmr need chem wkbk..but last period. DIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im like.. huh. he sounded so serious and urgent..like 1st period or what. wahlao. my bones pain okae. still make me walk. haaz.nvm.im kind. wahahah! great.joel says he is a shy guy. huh.so cute haaz. mr tan ask me take x-ray.hmm.maybe im out of sat's race. what toot. =/ why must my shinbones pain now?! hmm.hope not serious..if not mr tan will ask me stop running for one month. oh blah.i sound like a typical idiot. blah~Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:22 PM )
