Cos in my head there's a slot machine .      

& Thursday, November 30, 2006

trained today with doris. was =D. heavy rain. grrrr. always rain during aftn.. how on eath am i going to tan! ): aha. skipped and ran. went jrng pt to get drinks with doris then i went home first and it's raininggggggggggggggg! rain so heavilyyyyyyyyyyy! the wind so strong and this umbrella too light la. the wind vroooom! then the umbrella invert n fly to the side. -.- as well dont use umbrella. i miss my old favourite umbrella! it's with joel. -.- what am i going to say huh? "hey joel. i know we broke up some months back n now it's too late, but can i help my umbrella back please? i miss it." LOL. on the whole, i miss my old umbrella kay. zzz.. okay i sound so wrong im ending here.

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( 7:46 PM )

& Wednesday, November 29, 2006

training earlier. jurong west stadium. super xzxzxz tiring. i dont mind. super xzxzxz pain. i dont mind. i need to train harder. tmr tution in morn then out to run with doris. i want to run super xzxzxz long. fri training. 8am at jurong stadium. i want to feel as xzxzxz tired as tdy. im feeling xzxzxz blah.





do you use all these kind of sweet thingies on every girl you come upon?
i must be the xzxzxz millionth girl then.
too bad. one more behind me.
more to come?
blah.

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( 10:28 PM )

&

cyndi lauper- true colours

you with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh i realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But i see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When i last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there

And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

(when i last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there

And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors
True colors
True colors
Shining through

I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

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( 10:23 PM )

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consider me dead. "Reality" came knocking on my door when i was having a tea party with "Illusion".

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( 10:03 AM )

& Tuesday, November 28, 2006

tappity flying off tmr.. hope she will have fun! =] hmmm. training tmr. (: hmmm. nothing much. just trying to get myself to touch the chi book mdm loo asked us to do la. grrrr.

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( 2:43 PM )

& Sunday, November 26, 2006

hmmm. nothing much. done with the 14 newspaper articles! omg omg omg. finally man! anyway, many more homework to go. zzz.. hmmmm.. not going to update much these few weeks.










(:

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( 7:26 PM )

& Friday, November 24, 2006

finally met tappity! it has been a loooooooooooooong lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng longgggggggg time! heez. was fun! even though with the rain n everything. heez. it was ncie to see the same old familiar face of tappity! heh. =x hmmmm.. the best was discussing abt tiko-s who watlked past or stayed infrnt of us. heez. tappity! rmb the " se mi mi yan jing" ? heez. =P



hop&tap!

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( 7:35 PM )

& Wednesday, November 22, 2006

i used to love rain so so much cos it's windy n comforting n the thunder + lightning never fail to amaze me. but now i hate the rain. it always remind me of you. grrrr. screw you n your warmth. grrrr.

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( 3:01 PM )

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hmmm.. ytd.. haykel came.. we pizza-ed he went off.. leaving a mess of dunno what to clean up by myself! ): my homework also had pizza. grrr.. haaz =) was fun though. he paid everything n i only ate. =x he went off then.. hmmm.. went training.. doris n i. the gym was huge! i like! cos have thigh toner n some machine for the butt. =x anyway, i like more cos of the kids central! lol. =x hmmm.. bathed then some stupid fellow sounded the fire alarm n i was like.. o dear.. not while im bathing please! hmmm.. rained. doris n i finally finally finally caught step up! =] so beautiful.. =} roamed arnd for awhile n then headed home at arnd 9.50. reached home n tv-ed + online-d all the way! =] sort of. =x

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( 10:33 AM )

& Tuesday, November 21, 2006

rihanna lyrics- ps im still not over you

[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinking bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put them in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

[chorus]
Don't you know i've tried and i've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And i'm lost and confused
i've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. i'm still not over you
Still not over you

[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always something right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

[chorus]
Don't you know i've tried and i've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And i'm lost and confused
i've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. i'm still not over you
Still not over you

Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

[chorus]
Don't you know i've tried and i've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And i'm lost and confused
i've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. i'm still not over you
Still not over you

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( 1:56 PM )

&

noooooooooo.. this cant be happening............ im in bed by 12 plus or 1am but up by 9am for 4 straight days in a row! nooooo.. this is so wrongggggggggg! i shld be sleeping in since it's the hols! "promising yourself to sleep in isnt a promise when the people around you dont help you keep the promise". so true! phonecalls after phonecalls! drillings..?!?! messages.. =x argh! ):

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( 9:36 AM )

& Monday, November 20, 2006

america's next top model= danielle! o noooooooo.. i wanted joanie (or however you spell her name) to win! ): o well.. at least jade(blah) is out out out of top 2! she shld be kicked out from the beginning! blah! hmmmm.. anyway, nooooooo.. htraefoecafrusehtmorfderaeppasidevahotsmeeseh. ): ): ): ): ): ): blah!

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( 11:43 PM )

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today is such a boring and rainy day! grrrr. rained the whole day. i like! but very cold. haha. butitremindmeofhiswarmth. hmmmm. did nothing today. zzz.. out with ah ling tmr n hope everything goes okay! hmmm. surely one. haaz. =]





-gone..?

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( 7:48 PM )

&

dreamz fm lyrics- should i stay

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I'm down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about…

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( 10:32 AM )

& Sunday, November 19, 2006

tution over. eh. property of circles making me O.o? zzz.. last revision tdy. starting sec4 things.. next week..?! hmmm.. if there's enough time. =x hmmm..

things done:

still the same old 7 newspaper articles.
one book review.
act2, scene1&2 of lit hmwk.
one documentary review thing.

):

such boring homework! ): how i wish there's hmwk like.. "eat as much ice-cream as you can and tell the teachers how you feel" or or or.. "sleep in as long as you can n compare notes with classmates at the start of next year!" ):


things confirmed:

meet tappity on thurs!
out with doris on tues.
no training for the whole of the week!
imisshim.


NINETEENTH november two-oh-oh-six.

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( 6:53 PM )

& Saturday, November 18, 2006

guys are always mising someone anytime, anywhere. missing many different someone-s at many different times. haha. "i miss you" now seems like "have a nice day!" pleasant yet common. ): but you know, i really truly seriously extremely terribly horribly freakingly miss you! ): !

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( 8:53 PM )

& Friday, November 17, 2006

training was cancelled last min. grrr. stayed at home n help dad the whole day! im a good good girl. haha.. not really. i was giving him the black face practically the whole aftnn. went shopping for grocerries for dinner at arnd 5. homed n tv now! watching step up with doris next tues! =] anyway, ive done finish 7 newspaper articles n one book review! many more to go. zzz.. hmmm.. the sec4s' Os over alrdy. when it started 2 weeks ago i was like.. woah! luckily not me. still have one more year to prepare(i know sound very xzxzxz)! but now most of them finish or else is mon or tues, im like.. huh. why not me! i want to eat play sleep havoc! ): still have holiday homework. wtf!

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( 6:18 PM )

& Tuesday, November 14, 2006

things to do this hols:

1. finish up the truckload piles of el hmwk
2. finish up the chinese olevels blah book
3. do the neverending maths tution hmwk
4.do the 5yrs series for phys
5. read up on combined humans stuffs
6. LIT HMWK. omg.

-this is where the fun starts-

7. revise poa(most prob with tappity!)
8. exchange subj strenghts and weaknesses with tappity!
9. MEET TAPPITY(if i dont, there wont be even a "fun" column for me.)
10. baking with tappity!
9.tan with tappity!
10. simply chill out with tappity!

see! hope life gets better cos i dont need a guy to make me whole(cos for the all those above mentioned, no males were stated!). =D

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( 9:47 PM )

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so bored. tdy is such a boring day! so boring that i actually did 7 of the 14 newspaper artice we're supposed to hand up when sch reopens. zzz.. anyway.. findouts from the day: it's difficult to get an article consisting of minumum 5 vocab words. it's not as if the straits time use flowery languages for majority columns(no offence though). hmmm.. anyway.. im really bored! ): naz came in the morn n went out in the aftnn for her training. tmr having training at jurong west stadium! finally.. anyway morn going out. heez. finally.. a not-so-boring day has arrived! =D maybe thurs going pulau ubin with ah soon n doris n few of doris friends! haha.. depends on my shins after training tmr.. freakingly drats. anyway.. if possible, im thinking of asking tappity out! =D it's been a long long freakingly long time since i saw her apart from photos! =x

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( 7:52 PM )

& Monday, November 13, 2006

hmmm just came home from training! heez. it was quite okay.. uite relax.. but my shins start to hurt again n the blue blacks are like forming again.. shitass man. hmmm.. trained at jurong west stadium again n it was okay. after training went pionner mall's macs with doris n then homed n down again to buy satay! heh. =x hmmm.. training was okay just that some people's excuses are getting lamer n lamer, getting on my nerves. ): *disappointed*

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( 7:43 PM )

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back from phys remedial! omg. was dilly-dally-ing in the kitchen with sis til i almst forgot to leave the hse. =x anyway.. brisk walked to sch carrying only notebk n txtbk haha was lazy to pack bag n furthurmore was late so just grabbed n out i go. hmmm.. reached at 8.06 then did statistic electricity (smthg like that) and it was quite okay! some new tcher by the name of mr liew (i think) took over n it was rather boring but.. can take it la. =x then.. released arnd 10.30 aft collecting the 5years series. =] homework! =/ anyway. training later after buying ms azlin's cake with the rest! =]

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( 10:42 AM )

& Sunday, November 12, 2006

hmmm.. this whole week practically only rmb track stuffs. hmmm.. extended term ended on fri! yippee! anyway.. mon thrs still phys remedial.. im going for the morning one since aftnn thrs training.. grrrr. 8am. what the heck man. hmmm.. anyway thr was training on monday! it was held at jurong stadium but in the end we cldnt train cos some japanese soccer team wanted to hold their training there too. so.. we left. hmmm.. to play soccer! =x



the guys playing against some other team.. (taman jurong street soccer court!)


anyway.. then wednesday.. i cldnt remember.. i think it was just training..? circuit training i think. hmmm.. then friday.. mr tan came down! =D hmmm.. he talked to us.. asked loads of things and then we ran to the newly opened stadium. the near pioneer mall there.. jurong west stadium i think. hmmm.. trained there n, o boy o boy! the swimming pool was ooh lala! =x hmmm..after that ran back to sch at arnd.. 6? mr tan left then ms azlin came down. it was her bdae eve but only doris n i knew but we forgot. then ms azlin agreed to treat us so she asked us book swensens while she go n pray n meet us in 1/2 hr time. but what the heck! we (norman, doris, kumaran, suria, kavin, suhaizat n i) went the art park playground there play blind mice n catching n crocodile til the time overshot by 1/2 hour then no space at all then ms azlin angry. oops. so she went off before we managed to reach jp though we ran all the way. ): so.. no treat for us. ): anyway, we agreed to surprise her on monday! heez. hmmm.. then the guys went 7-11 buy food while i didnt even bring money out! grrrrrrr! anyway "kope" drinks from suhaizat n kavin n popcorn from doris. wahaha! hmmm.. went back art park n doris n i happily watched the guys play crocodile n catching. haha! they were like the entertainers of the night man! the old man n his 2 maids n 2 grandchildren n another man n his son n another woman n her son all sit the bench watch us play! lolololol man! heh. doris n i were thoroughly entertained by the guys too so we cant blame the audience for sitting there. =P hmmm.. we played til 9.40 then headed home. hmmm.. yup. here's the pic!


kavin in blue, suria blocked by kavin, suhaizat at the top, norman swinging if you really see closely, n lastly, kumaran in our jersey. =D
hmmm.. okay! anyway, then ytd went grandma's hese with mummy! hmmm.. then tdy maths tution. so cldnt watch suhaizat they all play their match. hmmm.. anyway.. yup!
he got over everything so fast n found someone new. i guess i move too slow or something. ): anyway.. haha.. trying to get my piorities right. 1. track. 2. studies. 3. Os. =] hope i really can jump over this hurdle. =] jiayou emm! =x

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( 5:37 PM )

& Friday, November 10, 2006

hmmm training later. hmmm.. mr tan coming back? finally man! hope he dont suddenly busy. =x hmmm.. tdy was rather slack? didnt felt like going but still went. zzz.. but then, lucky i went haha cos mdm loo gave chocolates. =x

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( 1:03 PM )

& Tuesday, November 07, 2006

3 cheers for track : hip hip hooray! hip! hip! hooray?

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( 9:00 PM )

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extended term ending soon! these few days kept raining.. hmmmm. poa is getting more n more boring. but o well.. at least i understand a little. zzz.. i dunno why but sometimes people are wierd creatures. follow your heart. what crap man.

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( 4:21 PM )

& Sunday, November 05, 2006

mummy's back! yay! i love my mummy! =D shes back! shes back! =] my life at home feels complete once again! =]

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( 3:42 PM )

& Saturday, November 04, 2006

sigh sigh.. *slaps myself* he promised numerous of things. o well.. i guess i shld have known from the starting that promise is just another word for "all talk no action" from the daily dramas of life n from tv.

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( 10:28 PM )

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nice day today! horribly tiring but, nice! =] went self-training with doris! =] met her at 10.30am under my blk. then we jogged to chinese garden. then went to the jurong east gym. =] worked out from 12.15 til arnd 2. haha.. one ACS independence guy there. so cute! x.x heh. tough and toned muscles too! =] anyway, then ate lunch n walked to chinese garden. walked inside, watched the dragon boat competition of one dunno what OCBC family day thing. then went to play the playground. slept for 20mins under the ncie sun then walked back home. =] haha! hope i burnt many many unwanted calories! heez! =] anyway, we discussed alrdy. we just train those who are committed and ourselves alrdy. too bad to those non-committed ones. it's the same for Os next year. since our class is so rowdy, time for individual studying. no distractions, no nothing. im going to so concentrate. =] welcome the new Miss Study : emm ! =D

i cant bring myself to forget you.
i cant say i didnt suspect you to be the cause of bad stuffs happening.
but i cant believe it, i still love you.
just hoping that im reading too much into everything
& that youre not doing anything bad.
if not it'll just pierce my alrdy broken heart into furthur smaller pieces.

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( 5:28 PM )

& Friday, November 03, 2006

went out with andrew and doris. hmmm. have pw in blog! lol. anyway.. taking away soon la. lazy to type. heh. after a few months? maybe chritsmas! lol. anyway. went out.. yadda nothing much! heh. just reached home. training tmr! with doris only! =]

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( 7:48 AM )

& Thursday, November 02, 2006

today's the 2nd. kill me. again. tdy's a happy day. ):

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( 3:37 PM )

& Wednesday, November 01, 2006

training tdy. i spoiled my specs! the -difficult-to-spoil specs is spoilt! so no choice.. aft traing went to fix my old specs. grrrrrrrrr. the specs i spoilt tdy is "cool"as quoted by sis. i broked the frame into 2? =x grrrrrrr! anyway, training's attendence sucked like some fuck man. grrrrrrr! i give up! ): so sad. ):



i'll always rmb your frangance. ): i smelt it tdy! damn wind. ):

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( 9:21 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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