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& Tuesday, June 20, 2006

my current blog's song. (:




rhianna-unfaithful



Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company



Hes more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true


And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss up on my cheek

He's here reluctantly

As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

Our Love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no


Yeah yeah yeah








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emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

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angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

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Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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