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& Wednesday, October 26, 2005

heez.third post. *claps* haaz.power 98 came. yippeee. soo wei! (: ronin! (:

heez.went to chi heritage thing.ok lo.quite boring. omg.i just found out something. the person i trust loads and treasure loads dont understand me.sobs. such a disappointment. i thought everything would be great again.i thought what i did could make up to her and get her be my good friend all over again.seems like she doesnt understand me eh.i know she confirm say no arh. but.oh mans.sighs* i really dont know what to do. ): i really really treasure her kays. im a "high S" person. i treasure my friends alot. LOL. okay..lame.but.somehow.true. ): oh man.what wrong did i do man. im truely caught in the middle.i really dont know what to do. when i said i really want to get into the same class with her,i meant it. i truely meant it.after how she stood me when i was down,she really was the closest friend le. apart frm steph. lol.=x. fine. but,true. ): and now she dont get it. )':

i really dont know what to do. i wont force anybody then. anti-social, so be it. ):

kay.forget abt friends.another topic.lol. =\ hmm. omg.my life sucks. fine shall not rant on any furthur.i still love him.

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

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emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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