& Monday, May 07, 2007
something's freaking wrong with blogger. or is just me? ah whatever. today maths was okay. just that something went wrong. ate n came home with doris n anqin. played tv-ed n ate again. studied and went back for lit. so humid. ): went frontier. read. jurong point to get jing wee's belated gift. til here.
i used the table you used last year for O levels and when i saw your name it shook me quite badly. no school tmr. yay.Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:12 PM )
& Wednesday, May 02, 2007
ss was okay. did on population cos i studied like hell for that chpt cos i like it. =x heng huh. =x well. liverpool won chealsea 1-0! =x means draw huh i guess. yay yay yay at least they didnt lose. okay this is so.. well. chem tdy from after ss til arnd 5. ):
i want to cry so badly. Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:19 PM )
& Wednesday, April 25, 2007
mr tay is so thoughtful towards 4e7.
=D
he's the ONLY teacher who can make me pass chem. and i did pass all chem tests he sets. (: now, for mye.......... hmmmm...... =/
jonathan (4e6) is a seriously very helpful gentleman! =D he agreed to help me carry the heavy stack of books home for me even though his pile was also seriously heavy! (: yay! =D super helpful. ive got to find a way to thank him man! was just kidding and he agreed to help me. (: that reminds me. ive to go down to collect them back tonight. haaz it helps to have a friend staying same block with me! =D
fickle-minded guys = total turnoff. so sorry. Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:29 PM )
& Friday, April 20, 2007
early dismissal =D chem was =D rap was O.O phys was >=( emaths was zzz. early dismissal was super =D went home changed met doris under her blk. she cut hair and everything. met jeremy for lunch. well.. we watched him eat -.- sports day. rained. anticipated it. some sort of. i hate my shins. i bloody hate them. anyway. 800m. for the first and last time, 2nd. hahaha =) doris first! weee!we were talking at the last 100m. LOLOLOL. we came almst tgthr but she was faster n she touched string first. but the string cut her neck. bloody pple holding string see she come in first still dont let go. want to kill her is it?! ): have blood ): 4by1 postponed. rain. -.-
saw him. with usual bunch of friends. wanted to go to him n talk. no chance. wanted to talk to him. but on the 2nd thoughts, why shld i acknowledge the cheating bastard. sigh when can i let go man.
dinner-ed with szeying n doris choo lame lame! =P was choosing Macs, KFC, Subway, LJS, Mosburger and cldnt decide. enny-minye-eeny-more and got Macs. =D sat for almst 2 hours? =) love them! =D Labels: feelings., school. grrr.
( 9:33 PM )
& Thursday, April 19, 2007
past 6 days or so never update. just school. training. soccer. interhse. yadda yadda. will just skip to more recent ones.
hmmm.. ytd shall do! =)
nationals cross-country army challenge ytd. (: doris and i improved throughout the years! =D we both won the girl who came in first for our school cross country. for blss b div, doris came in first, me, hui ting, evon or vani, then husna. (: just glad i hit my target. surya was super! top 15th for b' boys. havent check the results yet. hmmm. ytd was one of the happiest day of my life. lolololololololol. -.-
cant elaborate much on why though. =x
tdy. dragged myself out of bed. cant afford to be late. cos was late ytd alrdy. -.-
today was super tiring. yawned the whole day and was grouchy cos of the sleepiness. ): subjects draged on and on and i kept nodding off. after lit remedial played soccer with faisal? aqeel, keniv, andrew xin yong? and jian wen? wenzong too! (: ole-ed keniv! he rammed my shin n my thigh! my shin! ):
anyway was fun fun fun! (: rushed home then to jurong west stadium cos promised one junior to train with her. (: dinner-ed. and here i am! lolololol. early dismissal tmr im so yay! =) Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:03 PM )
& Friday, April 13, 2007
friday the 13th.
1st bad thing.
woke up late. super late. was planning to have Macs with sis for breakfast. we both overslept. -.- no Macs! ): rushed to school and first bell rang i was just leaving home. -.- security guard uncle still wont let me cross the road to the other small gate. was going to late alrdy still must take the occerence book. still walk the "drain" gate! wahlao. one big round to general office. brainless freaks extended the wiring of the whole drain path. bloody hell.
2nd bad thing.
BAD hair day. -.-
3rd bad thing.
weilin brought home the classroom key. LOLOLOLOLOL.
4th bad thing.
phys lesson. Imraan. WAHLAO. that guy. used my foolscap pad to kill the beetle! juice came out of cos and stained by foolscap pad. -.- naughty boy. tsk.
5th bad thing.
one guy? i forgot his name. rammed me on purpose while doris and i were warming down after training! on other ordinary circumstances it would be a laugh, but he rammed my injured shin. and before he rammed it was alrdy pain cos of skipping and jogging. ):
well. there's always two sides to a coin. =x
1st good thing which added to many other nice nice things. (:
soccer-ed almst the whole day! after chinese remedial. doris and i just anyhow join 2 sec 1 guys. wahahahahahaha! then they got to go for their bball training? went back class with doris to make a fake soccerball. cant blame us. so bored! heavy rain and cant go home. =P played played played!
training. gymed. skipped. 6 sets of 100. then. soccer! watched track pple and some sec3 guys! =D was nursing my shin. -.- last 5 mins then play. what the heck! doris and i continued after they went home. then. played with some sec3 girls who suddenly said they want to join. wow! doris and i against 3 of them. we won 2-1. =) matthew they all? played around. did some kind of stunt while preventing myself from falling. lololololol.
left school around 7.40 off to frontier for dinner. read magazines n homed with ah ling! hahaha doris choo lame lame(liling). =P oya. once again. edmund if youre reading this, im sorry about your shirt! and your urm.. shoulder. =x
i miss my long once-curly hair. ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:02 PM )
& Thursday, April 05, 2007
2.4 and both shins hurt again. bloody hell. i hate that. ss ca2/ca3 whatever it is. quite okay? chinese oral. mdm loo said she's surprised at my great improvement. wahahahaha! =x good friday tmr. cutting hair if i have the mood? i want to eat and sleep all day long man! ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 5:33 PM )
& Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i feel like changing skin! a lovely adidas soccer skin! or perhaps other kind! but.. im lazy. -.- anyway.. hmmmm. too many hmwks to rush. ):
ytd during mother tongue was shitty! it was shitty enough we had to do ying yong wen (letter-writing). but it was even more shitty that two rascals behind doris n me were yakking all the way! even doris shifted place. -.- me trying my best to be patient turned n smiled n asked then to keep quiet. they smiled n talked even louder. -.- i cldnt even hear myself think man! all that were in my brain were "keeleekooloo keeleekooloo" omg man! turned back n SHHHHHH them my loudest topped with a glare. they shushed for a min n the idiotic peng just "faster do your work okay" in chinese to them. -.- how pathetic. naturally, they ignored. talked again n i turned with a mighty glare. grrrrrrrrrrrrr. went to the back of the class to do instead. -.- what i've learnt in SEL- If You Cant Live With It, Change It. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
anyway tdy's sky was yummy! okay not literally. just that. it's Red Sky In The Morning! something like that. arnd 7 the clouds were pinky with light red stripes? either im seeing things or the sky was rlly nice! =D
it better not be me seeing things but the sky being nice. cos my sis is finally coming home tdy! 2 weeks plus plus plus of not having someone to whine to! so suffocating. =x
im so happy i could jump and touch the sky shouting..
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!Labels: family, school. grrr.
( 7:06 AM )
& Friday, March 30, 2007
school was pretty okay. chem is starting to make some sense. well.. i hope so. maths is still like a maze to me. drawing the locus whatever perpendicular bisector whatever thingies suck big time. esp the freaking compass. grrrrrr. phys no head no tail. im going to study tmr man! ): anyway the whole day was okay okay la. then husna cant run tdy. fever. so yup. hope she gets well soon! =) was so really happy! no need to attend chinese remedial. =D
was really guilty too. sort of agreed to go swimming with sam after the run but then in the end said want to go gym. then in the end i said urm. im going out with the track pple. omg extreme guilt man! ): he was pissed off and i dont blame him cos if it were me i wld be cursing endlessly too. ): !
then doris n andrew came my hse. i wanted to take shoes. er. no venus shirt left? only mercury one. then asked angie lend. then. hmmm. heavy rain! i was like.. weeeeeeeeeeee! cancelled? maybe can go gym alrdy! =x then ms azlin said no cancelled. mdm rohimah said wait til rain stops. -.- whatever la. so shared umbrella with doris. anqin n jeremy n one guy n andrew took bus? we walked. urm. yup. didnt really warm up. lent doris my shoes. she ran her 400m. then changed back. then yadda. fadhli as super as ever! =D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1500m. b division only 3 girls? masidayu, one jupiter girl from 3/8. i forgot how to spell her name. =x n me. hmmmmmm. okay. =) firsttttttttttt! fine. =x but you werent there......
i thought my shins wont hurt much. great mistake. should have known that during the race last week my shins not really pain, means later will surely double the pain. ):
went with the track pple n they soccer-ed. mac with sze ying n doris. talked about lots of stuffs. =D home-ed arnd 9.30. =)
grandma............................Labels: school. grrr.
( 9:51 PM )
& Thursday, March 29, 2007
today is a very sleepy day. i still miss her. and youre not here to share my feelings. ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:33 PM )
& Wednesday, March 28, 2007
today is a very sleepy day. woke up 6am and can you believe it? it's actually late. -.- rushed like mad brushed teeth changed ran out. ran and caught the train. if not cnfrm late. -.- early i know late better. the talk during reading period was boring. and it brings back old memories. o well. zzz..
reached sch sweating like someone left a tap turned on above my head. to add fuel to the fire, we were packed as sardines in the hall! lack of oxygen man! =x i pity those around me. i was sweating like dunno what lo. hope no pungent smell was evolved. =P
chem was pretty okay. tralalala all the way. lit remedial and wendy kept setting me off laughing. =D then met up with keniv, ms azlin, doris n vani to go training. -.- reached there they doing warm-down. what to do. went to pm with them n drink. =) meeting doris to do hmwk later at pm's macs. so wierd. suddenly meet there. aha! got to batheeeeeeeeeee. =)
-people manage to forget so easily and move on. can someone teach me the skills to do that? every little thing reminds me of her. ):Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:34 PM )
& Tuesday, March 27, 2007
not a very happy day. staying over at aunt's hse tonight. means tmr got to wake up extra early to go to school. -.-
hoobastank- out of control
I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me
I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control...
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me
And I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery
Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
Labels: feelings., lyrics, school. grrr.
( 3:52 PM )
& Monday, March 26, 2007
just reached home. bloody hell.morn asked ms lee, "is house practice cancelled?" nagged me like dunno what! say"house practice will never be cancelled!" freak! this aftnn went canteen, nobody there! then sam n i were like so pek cek kayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. >=(
this has been a rough month....
anyway. snap out of it!
hmmm. new occurence book for this term! though it's like one week late. -.- nice colour! blue blue blue! =D nothing much tdy? combined humans.. el.. sel.. oh man. Early Childhood's cutoff point is 14?! mr tay said one. recess.. phys. hmmm. assembly=highlight of the day. i like Raining Stones! cos firstly, i like the song they sang. secondly, i understand what haykel was singing. thirdly, haykel and his good friends' group! dini etc. =) fourthly, i just like la. =x Z and i were like so proud of our H. (: HZE! (;
after assembly, doris, anqin n i went jp to buy book cover for the occurence book. post letters to Uncle Jimmy in Australia, post letter for daddy. back home. took stup pe t-shirt. went sch. ate noodles with sam. =x doris did hmwk lalala. anqin went home. doris n i n sam agreed to meet at jurong west stadium. swim! in the end. doris went home changed. sam waited under my block while i took some time to change. =P not my fault la. cant find clothes. =x grabbed the RealRun shirt n off i go with Sam gumbling. wahahahaha! went his grandma's house block and he went to change.slow too kayzzz! =P to swimming pool! =D the weather so hotttttttttttttttttttt! the water was just nice la. played arnd. doris went jogging at the track cos of bloody extra Mrs Red. ): o well. played til 6.45. bathed and still, sam was grumbling that i took too long to bathe. -.- 15 mins only!!!!! at home longer kayyyyyyyyyyyyy! =x hmmm. to mac to meet doris n sam went off first. hmmm.
going to do lit later. 6 poems. none done. -.- Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:51 PM )
& Friday, March 23, 2007
sch ytd. nothing much. hmmm. -skip-
sis flew off to cambodia ytd. 1 less pple to grumble to, to laugh with, to tease, to play with, at times to share bed with, to quarrel with, to share daily life's trivials with. ): for 2 weeks!
pti ytd. reached sch at 5.30 to do the registration thingy. sufiana had something on? didnt come? sigh. blah blah blah.
mr tay talked to parents. blah blah. too much time n energy spent on track instead of studies? plus computer games. -.- must pioritise? had every alphabets on my result paper. zzz. 1A,1B,1C,2D1,E, 1F also have! grrrr. ): worst result ever?
ms sandra and mrs chan also talked. sigh. mrs chan: stop letting our grades run away with you during your cca. -.-
off to sch.Labels: school. grrr.
( 7:18 AM )
& Tuesday, March 20, 2007
anqin's sweet sixteen. =) haaz. (; she's a real nice girl so seriously hope she'll have fun tdy! (; well.. i hope she did cos all her remedials were cancelled!!!!!!! unfair! =x and when she wished for a rainy day, it did rained in the morn. zzz.. unfair unfair! =x
so very overjoyed mdm peng didnt come. =D nothing much. here n there same old lessons.
hey i cant stand your freaking attitude anymorrrrrrrrrrrre. i cant believe i sit just less than 1 metre away from you and how i actually managed to not grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! ): cant you stop being so pesky! i mean. well. cant you sound at least nicer? instead of snapping snapping snapping! i didnt offend you in anyway okay okay okay?! i always refrain from talking to you so i wont just blow my top off! grr grr grrrrrrrr! control for so long alrdy! how i wish i can just shake you! shake all senses out! shake it all from your butt to your brain! all senses stuck at your butt right right right?! grrr. bitchy!
): Labels: school. grrr.
( 6:29 PM )
& Monday, March 19, 2007
sch tdy! new timetable? abt the same la. not say all lessons cut short timing or whatever. -.- almst late? but i wasnt! =D haaz edmund was late on the last day of term one and also late on the first day of term two. lololololol. anqin said,"have ending of cos must have starting." lololololol.
dadeeeda.
combined humans so grrrrr. doris kept disturbing me! =x how i wish i wasnt afraid of tickles! ): anyway filing sucks la. suck suck suck la.
mother tongue sucks kay kay kay? idiotic.
recess suck suck suck tooooooooo! freaking auntie scolded me. -.- doris is the one who always ordered pineapple. not meeeeee. i order orange. freak. when i ordered orange juice, she nagged! said that she prepared 2 packets of pineapple for me alrdy then i never buy. fucktard.
no1. i didnt preordered or whatsoever.
no2. cut so early not nice alrdy la!
no3. quit jumping to conclusion whenever there's uncertainty.
no4. this is not fun!
she sort of shouted,"i have you in my heart you dont have me in your heart!"
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyie! what the fuck?!
no1. i didnt ask you to have me in our heart.
no2. youre not sincere to have me in your heart cos im not the one who orders pineapple everytime in the first place!
no3. there's no freaking link!
pissed! i wasnt in a very good mood to start off with and hey no need to add fuel to the alrdy raging fire! ): watched soccer and calmed down. until. some freaky brainless bastards threw waterbomb down. yesyes sense of humour i have. but continuosly bombing the place n laughing like hyenas! sec5s somemore. freaks. spoiling the game. jeering. everything! never offend you freaks right right right?! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. spoil my mood only! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
phys. mdm leong didnt come. sort of cheered me up! =D sat back at my old sitting with jian lin cos i missed that place! so near the door! =x and mainly also cos anqin wanted to sit next to doris who was supposedly sitting next to me. -.- haaz. her birthday tmr! =D so let her lo. =x heh. =x
reading.. assembly. boring boring. same old annual lecture. -.- pretty scary.okay so contradicting but o so what. smart pple= JCs. i always thought that was it. who knows. smart pple= polys. not so gifted in educational purposes= roaming arnd aimlessly. ): scary. ): i want to get into ngee annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ):
hse practice, okay la. suhaizat's mum is so sweet too! (;
Labels: feelings., school. grrr.
( 6:49 PM )
& Thursday, March 15, 2007
hmmmmm.finally im home! temporary. -.- i miss my home man! these few days stayed at grandma's hse. for the wake. skipped combined humans ytd cos it's the first day of the wake. tdy went for chem. was over the moon cos phys remedial was cancelled. =D chem remedial's time passed so quickly! too fast. ): i miss seeing friends. ): anyway. blah. gave suhaizat his cake/muffins n first time i seen him so touched. hah. =x those kind of geniunely touched face. cool! =x off to frontier for lunch with ah ling! jp-ed cos hse wanted to look for something. tmr there's race at turf city! 4.7km! omg omg omg. wish me luck man. ): i've no ran for a few weeks alrdy. ): i've a strong strong feeling that this year i wont perform well for races. from sports day to national cross-country to nationals to poly races. ): o well. off to grandma's house soon! =/Labels: family, feelings., friends; pals; bestie, school. grrr., track
( 3:48 PM )
& Friday, March 09, 2007
today is not a good day. flu flu flu. drats. used up so many packets of tissue? my mood for the whole day since i left the house was bad. bad bad bad. bad mooooood. i hate drawing diagramssssssss. rotation translation whatever la. no mood whatsoever. freaking guys from sec 5 still so childish. felt like hurling all vulgarities at them when they bombed the soccer court with wet tissues. had 2nd thoughts cos i dont want to seem as childish as them. was fuming. poa drats. had headache all the way. chinese remedial needless to say, was a complete waste of my time. going to the hospital to visit grandma later and perhaps giving training a miss. for the first time i know how to pioritise or whatever. i hope this dark cloud above my head and in my heart will pass soon.Labels: school. grrr.
( 2:24 PM )
& Thursday, March 08, 2007
met doris at Mac! made her wait for 2 hrs? i cant help but fall back aslp even after so many msges from her. plus my alarm. plus some dumbass called my hp early in the morn but it was a wrong number. -.- at least that woke me up. brushed teeth everything and rushed! wanted to pay imraan his meal but too bad he didnt reply. wahahaha! just as well cos im pretty broke.
walked to sch at our slowest speed and we were still early! well, quite. =x mother tongue was damn xzxzxz. passed chinese overall with a c5? not sure. at least i passed. now all i got to do is start studying seriously seriously seriously during hols. well. from hols onwards. er yup. er for heavens sake! someone shld chain me onto my chair n pull out the wheels from the chair! so i can just sit still! grrrr.
anyway. hmmm. english hols are coming in in stacks! okay not really in stacks. im sure it'll be a breeze.....? heh. =x how i wish. hmmm. sel had cake for jan til april babies. heh. stole zikun's piece? actually i went to ask mr tay sign that bloody occurence book. then i came back to my seat there was a slice in imraan's table which is like obviously next to mine. asked doris is it for me? did some kind soul helped me get a piece? she said yesyesyes. so i ate. one bite only! then zikun came to see me eating it? omg. felt like one greedy idiotic girl. *hides my face under blanket!*
recess yadda.
maths was pretty moody. okay. super duper uber moody. didnt have mood for anything. corrections blah blah. 1.10 rushed home with an qin n doris. gamed. went to sch at 2.40. el remedial. lit remedial was being prepped by ms sandra. quite inspiring. 440 went to eat noodles.
the match btwn draga and sec 3s? well. shld be draga and sec 3s if im not wrong. was a waste. ended quite arruptly cos of hotheads. tsk. The Fists: Men's Common Language. *shakes head*
i need you. cos.
the only grandma left surviving had a stroke. maybe that was what caused me to be moody in the aftnn cos something went wrong in the afternoon? some kind of premoniation blah/connection thingie. damn. Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:52 PM )
& Wednesday, March 07, 2007
reading. (*note to self: 2 chairs for each class.) hmmm. i passed chem! im so very happy + lucky + a little surprised topped with a little satisfaction. a little only. cos this is only one little stepping stone! (; hope i dont fail anymore. -.- this Ca is so freaking badly done. failed many! those boderline fails. grrrrrrrr. cant believe im going to sit for Os! grrrrrrrrrrr. failed poa. promised ms chua i'll try to get A2! =x hope i can do it. that's it man. im going to pester my sis forever every sunday til Os is over. wahahaha! EH. SIS YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! =x anyway, remedial ended at almst 5. skipped training. watched soccer match btwn 4e5 & 4e6 with some imports from 4e7. =x anyway ya. i find it more fun to watch than to train. shit. and there's like an upcoming race next week or next next week if im not wrong? ): doris n suhaizat went stadium thinking they can make it for training but training alrdy ended. so doris came back to sch to watch the match. (; okay dinner time. then study. (;Labels: school. grrr.
( 8:15 PM )
