hmmmmm.. boring boring boring.. thursday late day..? almst late. heh. almost! heez. hmmm.. bored.. maths..? hmmm.. m.tongue..? recess! =D heh. eng..? tcher didnt come.. so was zzz.. lit..? okay la.. lit camp.. zzz.. poa.. did all my corrections! =D went for the cooking competition..? haaz.. doris this morn 6 plus..?!?!?!?! last min msg me to help her. haaz. so i was like.. okay! since im going to be so bored in the aftnn anyway. heez.we got the dont know what consolation prize..? haaz.. we were like almst doing the least work one lo! we cut the ingredients (carrot n salmon), then doris boiled the spagethhi (shit i forgot how to sepll), then we waited for the spagh to boil.. so while waiting we were like.. joking and talking for half an hour..? haaz. then boiled we added the spagh sauce and carrot n tomato n salmon..? mixed n decorated it.. then poured powdered cheese on top.. wrapped the bowl of spgh with aluminium foil.. baked the thing and waited for 20 mins for it to be baked?! then done! haaz. washed up and talked somemore. heh. then.. taadaa! was shocked, nonono.. pleasantly shocked, that we got some kind of prize. haaz. mila n her partner got 1st.. 2nd was rahmizah n her partner..? 3rd i think fahmi n his partner. haaz. lalala. went canteen after that to eat. heh. =D saw bear with his friends. he cut his hair!!! =D i rmb how i love to play his just-cut hair. heh. i miss it messing up. heh. drats man. hmmmm.. dumb me. forgot to give him the chocolate. ): we're pract strangers. o well. anyway. im seriously anticipating the end of his chi Os though its not the end of the major Os. hmm.. o well.. he'll be going to malacca..? during the june hols for the geog fieldtrip..? im going to rot. haaz. at least thrs traings to entertain me. =x sigh. kavin is right. i have to rmb about hp bills. sigh. ): o well.. sigh. pti tmr.. i seriously hope n pray n beg that the tcher im suppose to see is not mr soh! anyone BUT mr soh!!!!!!!!! PLEASEEEEEE! ):
why do people have to be heartless and unforgiving. why when we were good friends in the past then due to some quarrels we all turn cold and not treasure the past we have when we were once so close..? we were so close thats teasing and sarcasm went too far but still shaked hands and cont to be friends. so why now have to be so cold-hearted and unforgiving..? why cant you just let it go and move on..? forgive and forget! whats the use of hating him and calling him names and everything. he still complains to me how people call you names and feels sad for you. he still cares for you, you know..i really dont want you to cont hating and bad-mouthing him.. since he is sorry.. accept it.. i know its easier said than done. but o well.. what for hate when you can love..? what for add oil to the fire when we can use water to put the fire out..? what for burn everything away, let everything go to waste when we spent so much time and feelings, happiness and tears building the friendship. i dont believe that the friendship once so close and strong cannot be saved.. ): i really hate to listen to all of you bad-mouthing him and all that. it pierce my heart twice. once- to hear a once close friend to the victim of the bad-mouther and me bad-mouthing the victim. second time- to know that youre not making an effort to save that friendship and the keen feeling of unforgiveness makes me feel so bad when i hear you bad-mouth him when u were really once so close tgthr. can you bear to forget all the laughters and competitiveness and sarcastic but harmless teasings..? ):
emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old.
im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry.
im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood.
love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take.
love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity.
love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased.
love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ):
love a lot of things & people.
i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please.
i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart.
all humans cannot be trusted.
what is love.
Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things
