& Sunday, June 04, 2006

hmmmmmmmmmmm..didnt came online ytd.. didnt even touch the com. zzz.. watched the replay of spore idol cos of lit camp. zzz.. okay anyway! i love love love love love love paul twohill! "who needs one hill when you have two!" heh. =D hmmmmmm.. heez. sigh. dearie is at m'sia..? zzz.. im hibernating at home. zzz.. 6/6/06 then he'll be back.. my fave number! LOL. haaz. sigh. whenarewegoingtoactuallygoout..? ): imsickofthisendlesswaitings. ): sigh. EMMELINE. be UNDERSTANDING and REASONABLE that this is an impt year for him and blah blah blah. what the heck. im sick of telling this to myself and trying to be good. im sick of acting reasonably and being all smiles and "no worries!" argh. can i behave like a spoilt rotten brat now,now that ive been an angel for 30 days..? ):


there you are over at malaysia,
while here i am on a little island called singapore.
screaming silently in my heart,sending you a message via telepathy,which i hope you'll receive,
: "i miss you", "hope you have fun", "do take care" & "remember your meals" ----------i believe that the lovely doves have sent them to you though it's really naive of me.

if anything evil of harmful does befalls you,
overdosage of narcotic is what i'll do,yes it's true.
if not diagonised as being neurotic is what i'll be,
even though it's all dramatic & silly now,i see.
so here i am praying & wishing you'll be safe,
if not i'd rather be buried alone inside deep in a cave.



o well..it's all wierd and un-lovely but hey. whatever. ):





ooooooh yipee! im 15 yrs and 1 month old! heh. =x im just bored.

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emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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