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& Sunday, July 23, 2006

it's a wonder how people can be so fake.. so two-headed? whatever. it's a wonder how people can act and pretend so well. it's a wonder how people can be so fake so heartless, so messed up. it's a wonder how people can hide their true identities and go along faking other people. it's a wonder how people can look so happy and cheerful on the outside be so sad and heartbroken on the inside. it's a wonder how people can pretend to look so sad and stressed up when they are actually jubilant and pleased with the attention they recieved. it's a wonder how people can confuse and hurt unwillingly/unknowingly their fellow humans. it's a wonder how people can also make their fellow humans' day and also make them feel so blessed and contented even though they're not god. it's a wonder how people can look so beautiful,so perfect,yet be the mastermind of creating another person's unhappiness and sorrow. it's a wonder how people with little or more flaws to their appearence can do right the opposite. it's a wonder how people can have the cheek to judge other people when deep done they know they're equally as bad. it's a wonder how people always judge other people by their appearance though they know "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" (or whatever the actual phrase is). it's a wonder how some people can be so near yet so far. it's a wonder how people wait for things to go their way instead of taking the initiative of making the 1st move. it's a wonder how people can be so irritatingly irksome and it's also a wonder how people can contradict their words/actions so easily. it's a wonder how people can do things so ugly behind other people's backs and it also is a wonder how people are willing to do the most beautiful things for their loved ones and not expect anything else in return but something so simple called "love". it's a wonder how people can be so cruel, so cold so abusive while on the other hand, fear retribution so much. it's a wonder how people can be so childish and senseless while other people can be so wise and understading. it's a wonder how people can not feel secured and satisfacted when love goes wrong. it's a wonder how people can feel on the top of the world when love goes right. it's a wonder confusion is just how a person's heart blocks out the sanity. it's a wonder how people can think one way and act another. it's a wonder how people let their hats get bigger than their head. it's a wonder how people can't even get their lifes on track and yet,still want to go bossing other people's life. it's a wonder how people can go mocking and sneering's other people's shortcomings. it's a wonder how majority of the people find that they dont have the time to relax and relect on one's events of the day while on the other hand, waste the time away idling around.it's a wonder how people are capable of doing so many things but when it comes to accomplishments, the results are not even there. it's a wonder how people live. it's a wonder there are even humans. i thought they were beasts. it's a real wonder. o my apologies.

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emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

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azura
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brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
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haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

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Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
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KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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