im so freaking pissed. i heard things from ms azlin that he said. im so pissed. i hate people talking BEHIND my back especially about things that ARENT true. im so pissed. the last thing i expect is words like those coming out of HIS mouth. they hurt me. i was being considerate, thinking for his studies and everything. apparently, my kindness went DOWN the drain, clearly NOT appreciated. im not going to bother ANYMORE. im going to be single TOMOROW. in fact, i shld have done this LONG ago. many months ago, instead of letting MYSELF suffer in vain. that bastard. CLINGY? your ass. now i know who REALLY cares. his friends and my friends are obviously MORE caring than him, alone. i actually want to make a clean break during the period before his Os but after his prelims so i wont so-called "AFFECT HIS STUDIES". im actually allowing MY own studies to be affected. rather mine than his, cos his is the big Os while mine is just EOY. i clearly thought WRONG. because, apparently, the more time im allowing to give to our relationship, the more he MISTAKES my goodwill. fine. i shall NOT be too kind anymore. we ARE going to be so OVER. it's going to be so damn freaking difficult when i still have feelings, strong feelings in fact. but o well. this is the LAST straw. you've let me down. screw YOU, joel. sorry but im just so pissed.
- heav'n has no rage like love to hatred turn'd, nor hell a fury like a woman scorned. -
emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old.
im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry.
im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood.
love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take.
love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity.
love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased.
love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ):
love a lot of things & people.
i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please.
i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart.
all humans cannot be trusted.
what is love.
Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things
