mummy's stay extended due to granny being sick. grrr. helpful relatives who went along with this stupid trip flying back tmr, leaving mum with granny. screw them. 2nd uncle flying over soon to "take over". utterly disgusted. anyway. ytd went bukit timah with doris. climbed the hill thing then lunched then jp-ed n home. daddy's side of family the uncle n his wife came. i've missed uncle. he cooks nice meals.
- jealousy is such an ugly emotion. and it's so utterly pointless. and it has nowhere to go. if you lose someone, you feel a loss, then after a while, you fill the hole in your life and the loss gradually gets smaller and smaller and eventually goes away. there's a point to pain. there's reason and direction. but there's nothing to be gained by me feeling jealous. and i wldnt have minded but the jealousy was caused entirely by myself. it was my own imagination that was causing me the pain. this wont stop.
emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old.
im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry.
im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood.
love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take.
love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity.
love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased.
love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ):
love a lot of things & people.
i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please.
i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart.
all humans cannot be trusted.
what is love.
Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things
