& Saturday, April 21, 2007
Labels: family
( 10:56 PM )
& Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i feel like changing skin! a lovely adidas soccer skin! or perhaps other kind! but.. im lazy. -.- anyway.. hmmmm. too many hmwks to rush. ):
ytd during mother tongue was shitty! it was shitty enough we had to do ying yong wen (letter-writing). but it was even more shitty that two rascals behind doris n me were yakking all the way! even doris shifted place. -.- me trying my best to be patient turned n smiled n asked then to keep quiet. they smiled n talked even louder. -.- i cldnt even hear myself think man! all that were in my brain were "keeleekooloo keeleekooloo" omg man! turned back n SHHHHHH them my loudest topped with a glare. they shushed for a min n the idiotic peng just "faster do your work okay" in chinese to them. -.- how pathetic. naturally, they ignored. talked again n i turned with a mighty glare. grrrrrrrrrrrrr. went to the back of the class to do instead. -.- what i've learnt in SEL- If You Cant Live With It, Change It. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
anyway tdy's sky was yummy! okay not literally. just that. it's Red Sky In The Morning! something like that. arnd 7 the clouds were pinky with light red stripes? either im seeing things or the sky was rlly nice! =D
it better not be me seeing things but the sky being nice. cos my sis is finally coming home tdy! 2 weeks plus plus plus of not having someone to whine to! so suffocating. =x
im so happy i could jump and touch the sky shouting..
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!Labels: family, school. grrr.
( 7:06 AM )
& Sunday, March 18, 2007
reached home at arnd 10 plus? morn woke up collected grandma's bones n ashes and it's so stup. those females with Mrs Red visiting them cannot touch the bones nor ashes. freak. ): trained home and did hmwk. tution later. school tmr. like, finally?! the hols wasnt like hols at all. Labels: family, feelings.
( 12:52 PM )
& Saturday, March 17, 2007
hmmm. ytd.
went home then sch. sch bus-ed all the way to turf city. race. akira nike. weeee. improved. not as much pple as national cross country but still, quite okay. (: blss girls; doris first. me next. followed by vani then husna. our position was okay. just super happy i overtook one cedar girl during the last part. (: suria did our sch proud again! =D 11th. (: norman was 28th? kumaran 45th i think. suhaizat i not so sure. went back sch. guys n girls went home. doris n i went to staff room with ms azlin. sat at mrs ramesh's table! wahahaha! anyway it's cos it's just next to ms azlin's table? heez. jp-ed awhile. homed. bathed. checked email n did a little hmwk. off to grandma's house again. so noisy the clanging thingy. im going deaf man. ): not say make so much noise she'll come back......
tdy.
woke up breakfast-ed. prayed n everything. so noisy again the clanging noise. 10am set off. to the sin ming? for the cremation. ): so sad. burn burn burn. nothing's left but ashes. tmr have to collect? tnite staying over at grandma's hse again.
tmr maybe no tution? argh! im so lost at the rotation thingy. freaky thing. ): bathed n to grandma's house.
hus, doris, me, fatin. took this 2 years back? cant decide on my fave edited one.
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that day we went to sentosa. andrew, sam, me, doris, suhaizat's sister, suhaizat.
poor andrew. oya qiting was the photographer.Labels: family, feelings., friends; pals; bestie
( 5:04 PM )
& Thursday, March 15, 2007
hmmmmm.finally im home! temporary. -.- i miss my home man! these few days stayed at grandma's hse. for the wake. skipped combined humans ytd cos it's the first day of the wake. tdy went for chem. was over the moon cos phys remedial was cancelled. =D chem remedial's time passed so quickly! too fast. ): i miss seeing friends. ): anyway. blah. gave suhaizat his cake/muffins n first time i seen him so touched. hah. =x those kind of geniunely touched face. cool! =x off to frontier for lunch with ah ling! jp-ed cos hse wanted to look for something. tmr there's race at turf city! 4.7km! omg omg omg. wish me luck man. ): i've no ran for a few weeks alrdy. ): i've a strong strong feeling that this year i wont perform well for races. from sports day to national cross-country to nationals to poly races. ): o well. off to grandma's house soon! =/Labels: family, feelings., friends; pals; bestie, school. grrr., track
( 3:48 PM )
& Wednesday, March 14, 2007
she's the one who taught me love and patience without raising any voice. she's the one who pampered me yet at the same time not spoil me. she's the strongest fighter i've ever seen. she's a heroine who lived til 93. she's the loveliest woman who born lovely kids. nothing can make me forget her. 11pm never seem so fatal. how i wish i didnt even go to sentosa so i cld be there.........
-if i could find a souvenir
just to prove the world was here
and here is a red balloon
i think of you and let it go.
-99 Red Balloons
youre still not here to lend me your shoulders.Labels: family
( 1:18 AM )
& Monday, March 12, 2007
FREAK. typed so long n the whole thing closed?! FREAK!
saturday and sunday.
flag day. science centre macs for breaky with doris anqin n naz. bloody long afternoon. rushed home to bathe n then to hospital. shuffling btwn hospital to grandma's hse to home n back to hospital then home then hospital then home. fell aslp reading joy luck club on the couch? grr. grandma's stable yet unstable. i hope her suffering will end soon. it's a torture to not speak nor see. this is so wrong. ): dad's bdae tdy. 12th. what a so-not-nice way to celebrate his bdae. ): mummy n daddy are staying over at granny's hse. so not fair. sis n i were forced to come home. (i typed a lot in the previous post but the "£!%"£!^!*^@ thing closed. not going to elaborate anymore)
later having emaths. 1 to 4pm. dont feel like going. maybe going maybe not. depends. tues suppose to go sentosa. maybe not going. i rlly want to go. but i doubt i'll have a peaceful mind. shit man. ): sigh. going to sleep soon. maybe later.
- life was beautiful then. i remember the time. i knew what happiness was. let the memory live again.Labels: family
( 12:48 AM )
& Tuesday, January 02, 2007
haaz. 2nd of jan 2007. i still cant believe it's like.. 2007! and next year will be 2008. wow. anyway. im still stucked at chinese! despite all those grumblings & promising i will do chinese, im still stucked at 10. -.- topic 10 & the compres not done. great! zzz.. i was so bored. so..
all washed & ready to be hugged! (:
urm. family portrait. the (half)rainbow outside the window!
i knew Baby T is lovable & cuddly from the very beginning. =D
(:
Labels: family
( 2:12 PM )
& Tuesday, December 26, 2006
hummmmm.
saturday.
grandma house-ed. shopping & reached home 12 plus plus plus? bought 2 tops only. =x
sunday.
family dinner. surprised grandma with her fave dessert. (: tv-ed then home n reach arnd 12? =)
monday.
tv from 10 til 5. jogged away fats. dinner again. -.- tv-ed til 11! =)
tdy.
homework. -.- how i wish i can burn that chinese book away. grrr.Labels: family
( 12:00 PM )
& Sunday, November 05, 2006
mummy's back! yay! i love my mummy! =D shes back! shes back! =] my life at home feels complete once again! =]Labels: family
( 3:42 PM )
& Sunday, October 29, 2006
mummy's stay extended due to granny being sick. grrr. helpful relatives who went along with this stupid trip flying back tmr, leaving mum with granny. screw them. 2nd uncle flying over soon to "take over". utterly disgusted. anyway. ytd went bukit timah with doris. climbed the hill thing then lunched then jp-ed n home. daddy's side of family the uncle n his wife came. i've missed uncle. he cooks nice meals.
- jealousy is such an ugly emotion. and it's so utterly pointless. and it has nowhere to go. if you lose someone, you feel a loss, then after a while, you fill the hole in your life and the loss gradually gets smaller and smaller and eventually goes away. there's a point to pain. there's reason and direction. but there's nothing to be gained by me feeling jealous. and i wldnt have minded but the jealousy was caused entirely by myself. it was my own imagination that was causing me the pain. this wont stop.
I WANT MY MUMMY. ):Labels: family
( 10:49 PM )
& Wednesday, October 18, 2006
moderation day? no sch tdy! =D haaz.. morn call from doris! it took 3 calls only! improving! =x hmmm. went JE gym n was grumbling abt the haze. heh. swimming pool was so empty n tempting! damn! gym-ed for 1.5 hours n down to kfc we go! =x hahaha.. gain back the calories we lost. -.- then off to jp n bought a top ive been eyeing for like for the past.. xzxzxz months?! hahah in my bag now! =D hmmm roamed arnd in jp til like.. 5? then went frontier to return the books. sat thr n read like a good girl til 6.30! =] was so freaking cold! doris said my cold resistance very very very very very very very low. -.- almst every time she says that! =/ anyway, lalalalala n off we go n here i am! feng soon have lobang dont want to share! =x
You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies Labels: family, track
( 7:14 PM )
& Saturday, October 14, 2006
grandma hse. ate, played slept. shopping with sis. home.
i dont know what game you're playing
and i dont know why.
but please dont hurt me
or make me cry.Labels: family
( 7:31 PM )
& Friday, October 13, 2006
just reached home. sch was okay. results all back. damn.. hmmm.. training was okay! =D not alot came but i know who i can trust now. =] hmmmmm.. whatever. dinner with doris n back home. o shit man.. im gaining weight like some shit.Labels: family, track
( 7:48 PM )
& Wednesday, October 11, 2006
shopping with mummy! 1 plus til 8 plus! =] from citylink to suntec to marina n back to citylink. =] tdy's meals were sinful. but, i like! =] shopping is fun if you have the right partners! =] back to sch tmr.. gd luck pple! results day.. drats.Labels: family
( 8:51 PM )
& Tuesday, October 10, 2006
exams finally end! (: im so very happy! yayayayayayay! anyway training later! yayayayay! so very long no traing alrdy. then movie after that! yayayayayay! im just so very happy exams end! =D endless tv shows! endless computer-ings! endless comics! endless novels! yayayayay! endless slacking! i hope. =x a little soccer just now. heeeeez! poa sucked. anyway, blah! =] im going to play! =D
your face still lingers deep in my mind,
your laughter echoing in my head.
your smile, your voice and just your warmth,
those i cant forget, cant erase.Labels: family, track
( 11:31 AM )
& Saturday, October 07, 2006
shopping with sis today! just reached home.Labels: family
( 9:15 PM )
& Friday, September 08, 2006
im so sick and tired. when is life going to be better? im so disappointed in you guys. did we not inform you about trainings? did we not msg n msg n msg just to remind you guys? did we not even "advertise" training on msn? im sick of lies okay. we're sick of lies. this is seriously the least we expect. lies from you guys. *he said he wont be coming cos hes going to SOME PLACE and will be staying overnight there too. i came back n find him online too at arnd 8plus. why are you even lying to some thing you guys love? or not? we're sick of you guys giving promises n not ful-filling them! it's horrible. totally horrible. fucking horrible. it's not as if you all dont know about training. you guys knew! screw this man. cant all of us be like last time? i guess not eh. fuck. im sick of seeing attitudes. i guess we all are! im may be one of the "attitude"-er but hey. not too much please. not too much. when is life ever going to be happily ever after? sick of things piling up and up. one problem not solved and some other trouble comes knocking on my door. wtf man. wtf! pardon my language. im just glad some other pple are still loyal.
*identity hidden for privacy purpose.Labels: family, track
( 10:36 PM )
& Wednesday, September 06, 2006
continuation of photos from the bukit timah thing. (:
the guys stuffing their things in one locker. -.-
hilary! i dont blame her for looking tired. heh.
kavin n norman. looking at some stuff. monkey i guess.
pure drinking water! lol.
looking at some stuff? worms?
shafie so ever macho! heez.
one of our resting point!
yay! reaching the ending soon! i guess.. since hilary is so happy. heh.
suhaizat.
enjoying his food. =]
doris n hilary n me. -.-
Labels: family, track
( 1:02 PM )
& Thursday, August 10, 2006
haaz didnt update ytd cos didnt really have the time nor mood. heh. hmmmm.. hols for tdy n ytd. o wow. -.- hmmmm.. ytd went to eat lunch with my mother's side of the family and ooooooh i loved the mango pudding! heh. my cousins were so cute esp frederick and o man! i bet he'll have many girls falling over his feet. =x heh. so charming and everything o gosh! okay im insane anyway ya.. nothing much went shopping with sis ytd and hey! i wanted to buy lots of stuffs but looking at the long queues, o man. uh-uh. hmmm.. reached home arnd 6 plus and nothing much. tv-ed all the way til 11. heez. o well.. out of here!Labels: family
( 11:37 AM )
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