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& Thursday, December 07, 2006


omg omg omg. i cant f-king believe it! it took me so damn bloody long to find out the whole truth. omg omg omg. i know it's been a very long time alrdy but i still cant f-king believe it. bastard! ive never seen this thing happening before! i thought only happens in some bloody drama. wtf. 2-timing bastard. we havent broke up & thr he goes ooh-lala-ing with another girl?!?! i cant bloody well believe this! bastarrrrrrrrrrrrrrd! makes me wonder when he said he got grounded n cant go out with me, are they all lies? omg im sucha fooooooooool. i wldnt have known the truth even when i die if i wasnt so bored. okay im exaggerating but hey. i was bored. the more i found out the more hurt. but cldnt stop la. very curious. all my fault but hey. now i know the whole truth. on one hand said he was used to not saying "mushy stuffs", on the other hand saying to another girl. cool. i cant believe i cared so bloody freakingly much. i shld have given one tight bloody slap on his face. cant believe i lovedddddddddddddddd him. what a joke. stupid guy. at least now i know. he uses the same old words same old exactly the same old words to his "victim". wow. *raise eyebrows*.


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emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

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azura
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brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
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haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

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Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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