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& Monday, April 09, 2007

friday

good friday! went to cut hair. the aunty overcuttttttt! =( neither here nor there. -.- not quite a very goof friday. well. apart from thr tv shows. =D

saturday

wanted to watch their race! aunty suddenly said want to go pray. -.- pray-ed at 2. ended fast cos of rain. zzz.. went gombak..to fix specs!! mum n dad n me. -.- wanted to go see. cos anyway at gombak alrdy. heavy rain. doris say some race cancelled. i thought all. so in the end never go! wasted. ): anyway dad n mum were like. tmr(sunday) you also going tmr then see lo! grrrrr. saw norman n anthony n how i wish i cld have followed them. =x went to eat instead. =x !

sunday

race. 800m. fatin let me down(nurul) by not coming. someone else too. ah nvm. saw kelvyn n mahirah! both of them qualified for their finals! =D mr edmund oh would have been so proud! (:

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( 6:47 AM )

& Saturday, March 24, 2007

track.

i really love track competitons. cos that's when i can reunite with my pri sch track mates! well. some. =D but that's good enough! =D i'll never fail to see kelvyn, aason at times, shoban raj our superstar! then i'll also be able to see mr edmund oh our pri sch coach. =D so sad cant see shuyi, winnie, yien, mahirah and the other kelvin. but yup. at least can see some la. if im not wrong, shoban is in cckss. kelvyn is confirmed in fmss. haaz! =) mr edmund oh in ngee ann poly. weeeeee! =D anyway.

race today. at gombak stadium. kumaran, suria, suhaizat and kavin ran the b' division 4by400m. masidayu, doris, husna and i ran the b' division 4by400m. fadhli, shafie and two sec 1 guys whom i dont know what's their name, ran 4by200m. cool. 4by2. 1st time our sch ran that kind of event. i think? =x

i think fadhli and shafie are splendid juniors. =D mr tan came to see us and to do his duty which was to see which runners are disqualified. -.- haaz but he came! =D

the girls were like in the last position. i was the last runner. caught up and we became 2nd last instead though the distance btwn me and the girl was arnd 100m plus? i didnt want to catch up cos i thought we cldnt make it. but then. i hate the idea of coming in last. what's more without striving to not come in last. i feel that it's so irritating. so. yup. caught up and became 2nd last.

thought anthony cant see this but. o well. i really want to thank him. haaz. he and norman bet whrthr will i continue to let our whole team come in last or will i catch up to make our team 2nd last. anthony bet i will catch up and make our group not last. wow. didnt know he so supportive? just want to thank him for like believing la. i know if i say this to him he'll surely say "so lame", but who cares. (; he's tongue is forever so sharp. haaz. =P


im happy today. where are you though?

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( 6:23 PM )

& Wednesday, March 21, 2007

school's pretty shitty today so i'll skip skip skip! cos was moody thinking about some pple i miss. hmmm. skip skip skip!

-track-

i love track track track! =D anthony and sze ying came back to train with us! i miss them so freaking much! =D i felt that track has became a whole family once more. =) how i wish everyday will be like that. ): all good things (come to an end). ): i love track! i love soccer! i love you! =x

race at gombak stadium on saturday. (;

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( 7:20 PM )

& Thursday, March 15, 2007

hmmmmm.finally im home! temporary. -.- i miss my home man! these few days stayed at grandma's hse. for the wake. skipped combined humans ytd cos it's the first day of the wake. tdy went for chem. was over the moon cos phys remedial was cancelled. =D chem remedial's time passed so quickly! too fast. ): i miss seeing friends. ): anyway. blah. gave suhaizat his cake/muffins n first time i seen him so touched. hah. =x those kind of geniunely touched face. cool! =x off to frontier for lunch with ah ling! jp-ed cos hse wanted to look for something. tmr there's race at turf city! 4.7km! omg omg omg. wish me luck man. ): i've no ran for a few weeks alrdy. ): i've a strong strong feeling that this year i wont perform well for races. from sports day to national cross-country to nationals to poly races. ): o well. off to grandma's house soon! =/

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( 3:48 PM )

& Saturday, January 20, 2007

okay. ngee ann's 1st race of 2007! (: kumaran clinched 19th for individual sec sch guys. suria clinched 9th. or is it 8th? o well he's super nevertheless! =) ytd had a super unpleasant thing during training's warm-down. just super duper uber glad that suhaizat and i made up. ah i wont step down and i wont quit school team. cos i know if i do, i'll bound to regret and miss the lovely people. (: o well.. anyway, left a few more months to nationals. then we'll all step down TOGETHER. haaz. one for all, all for one. set the pace and win the race! (: i love bl track. (: anyway, let these photos do the talking! (:



all of us. =D some werent here though. o wells.


(:

the guys.

BL's very own Mr Sexy. hahaha!

norman and suria!

the guys! sort of.

the women! =P anqin came though shes from badminton! haaz. to support and for the Open House.

was trying to get kavin norman n suria. then mr lim stood up and blocked norman.

was focusing on latif but somehow i didnt realise suhaizat's head was in too.

random.

the statue of liberty. =x

last but not least, 7th guy! shafie! never giving up! (:

6th bl guy. aaron with his pace.

5th bl guy! mr sexy! haaz. suhaizat. =x

3rd and 4th blss guys! kavin with norman hot on his heels.

2nd bl guy! kumaran! our superstar. haaz. =P

1st blss guy! suria! (:

girls starting the race 10 mins after the guys. 3/4 of them are cedar girls. it was a sure clinch for them. 1st, 2nd and 3rd.

can you feel it?
i think i can.

guys kicking off the race.

making their way to the starting point.

the many competitors

guys stretching.

guys warming up.

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( 4:10 PM )

& Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i really dont know what to do. ive always loved running since i was in p2. the passion started forming and soon i was the best female runner in pri sch as what my coach told me. i loved running so damn bloody much. then the coach pulled me into track. i continued with hockey as my first cca though. then when i entered boon lay i was so pissed. cos there was no hockey. but i was freaking overjoyed cos there's track! okay cross-country. unfortunately, i was allocated to vball. -.- okay fine joined track anyway regardless what that bong said. loved running all the way til sec3. shins' splint. great. both shins injured. i took a bloody break and from then on, my freaking stamina dropped all the bloody way to my toes. so heartbreaking! it's like.. not some dumb typical break-up-with-a-boyfriend kind of feeling. it's so much worse. my eight-year passion cheating on me. okay not cheating on me. i made a mistake to rest. cos nevertheless, this pain followed me all the way til today, 17th jan 2007. blah. stupid freaking break indeed. last time it was like the more i run the more i love it. now it's like. the more i run the more i hate it? i asked ms azlin whrthr can i step down as vice-capt or not. then doris can just replace me. ms azlin gave me a week to think over. i even told her i wanted to quit sch team. just join the recreational team la. whatever. this saturday having a race at ngee ann. if i dont go, the whole girls team cant go. so of cos i have to go. sigh.. i dont want to pull the team down? but then why should i continue if i hate running? okay blah. i have a week to think through. a bloody week. ive thought about quiting track totally since the ending of november last yr. now im given a week to think through abt not quiting sch team and not stepping down. if i quit, i cant turn back and cry over spilt milk. if i dont quit, im just stressing my shins and my heart out and wasting precious time. my 8 year passion versus wasting time and stressing my shins. ):? this has otally ruined my mood for the whole training just now. ):

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( 6:42 PM )

& Sunday, January 07, 2007

okay! ytd went shopping with mummy and o boy my legs! they felt as if iron bars balls tubes whatever are hung onto them. reached home arnd going to 12? cookies again! =D anyway this is so random. hmmm. ytd's pics.





mr lim & ms azlin. track tchers.





them with the medals & trophies we won from everywhere. =x



those who turned up ytd. some were late. -.-




haaz doris & i squeezed wen zong to the edge of the chair. =x


kumaran! our superstar! haaz. (:



okay im lazy to put the rest alrdy. anyway some pics are with ah ling. (: house practice tmr? what the heck?

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( 12:53 PM )

& Saturday, January 06, 2007

okay! tdy had the sec1 cca open hse thingy. reached sch arnd 9.15? anyway. set up board & blah blah & played arnd & took photos & blah blah. it was pretty nice just that. well. i dont know what to say. after that went gek poh kfc with the track guys & some other sec3 guys? they ate so slow. =x anyway, went to see them play soccer at the s.s.c near pps. suhaizat said it was near pps. it's far from pps! another s.s.c nearer to pps but they nv go there. -.- the sun was roasting nice. (: shopping with mummy at night! got to meet her at grandma's house first. photos upload next time. sort of running late.

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( 4:39 PM )

& Friday, December 29, 2006

hmmmmm. gym-ed tdy with sze ying & doris. i think we watched tv more than we work out. =x anyway, we did work out so i dont feel so guilty. hummmm. met ms azlin at 2 at jp's pizza hut & we ate & ate & ate & talked abt track's stuffs loads loads truckloads & shopped arnd then all of us went home. reached home arnd 5? bathed & played games for 5 mins -.- then rushed to jp again! xzxzxzxz! met mum bought some stuffs plus some stuffs plus some stuffs then homed. (: tmr tmr tmr tmr. of cos i wish & hope with all my heart that we go shopping! but i think we're eating at home. -.- o wellllllllll. sch's starting soon! damn sze ying. =x kept gloating over the fact shes going to jjc & NOT blss next week. grrrrrrrrr. ): at least shes coming back on friday! wahaha! =D

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( 8:41 PM )

& Friday, December 08, 2006

training just now. =D first time in the whole track life of blss the girls & guys trained differently! suhaizat moodswinged? nvm! so last min i plan. blah blah. ran about 4 plus k only with stairs n conditioning & physical thingy. (: jurong west stadium has loadsssssss of cute kids! =D heez. anyway, vani left early. aft training, doris, norman, suhaizat, kavin & i went central to drink bubble tea. -.- aha. stayed at some playground at the blk 709 there? den walked home arnd almst 7? (: anyway, was nice. (: i love the usual track pple! (: usual track pple as in those who attend regularly la. aha. norman.. kavin.. suhaizat.. doris.. shafie.. wen zong.. =D anthony coming back. he came back on monday anyway. =D yup thats it. i love all the above mentioned track pple! =D heez. cos at least we get to bond n not so like strangers. (: anyway yadda. im just letting my mouth or to be exact, my fingers run free without thinking. blah. haaz. (:

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( 8:23 PM )

& Tuesday, December 05, 2006


Zat, me & ah ling! =D

at vivo with ms azlin. =]

one of the few/many pics we took. =)


training tmr aftnn. morn maybe go see the guys play. =D if doris n i can wake up. =D nothing much. bukit timah training ytd. omg man. we freaking got lost! bukit timah hill we trekked all the freaking way to dairy farm?!?!?! it was so nearrrrrrrrrrr bukit panjang it was a wonder i didnt fly to bpps. =x okay not that near but still it's near considering the dist from my hse to bpps. =x okay whatever. anyway we trekked til 7pm?!?!?!?! cos we were lost plus plus plus plus the heavy rain!! and plus plus plus. we walked into the spooooooooky area! it was so freakingly oohloo nobody there at all! anyway it looked as if nobody stepped into there for a few years! no exaggeration! well. we saw a white teddy bear AND a toycar in the middle of NOWHERE! the toycar was in some abandoned shed with a SOFA! the white teddy bear was UNDER A TREE! keniv was freaked out! well, everyone was freaked out. first time we were sooooooooo quiet! or was it only me? nah. heh. anyway.. wooooooooooooooooooooh! i totally enjoyed it ytd. i dunno why but it seemes as if we were not going to find our way out like that. even ah ling agreed! =O anyway, heh. dunno why but the thought "treasure the present" flew into my mind and is still stucked in my head now. =) *shrugs* =] okay this is so not me. why is there so many smileys in my post? ):

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( 9:09 PM )

& Thursday, November 30, 2006

trained today with doris. was =D. heavy rain. grrrr. always rain during aftn.. how on eath am i going to tan! ): aha. skipped and ran. went jrng pt to get drinks with doris then i went home first and it's raininggggggggggggggg! rain so heavilyyyyyyyyyyy! the wind so strong and this umbrella too light la. the wind vroooom! then the umbrella invert n fly to the side. -.- as well dont use umbrella. i miss my old favourite umbrella! it's with joel. -.- what am i going to say huh? "hey joel. i know we broke up some months back n now it's too late, but can i help my umbrella back please? i miss it." LOL. on the whole, i miss my old umbrella kay. zzz.. okay i sound so wrong im ending here.

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( 7:46 PM )

& Wednesday, November 29, 2006

training earlier. jurong west stadium. super xzxzxz tiring. i dont mind. super xzxzxz pain. i dont mind. i need to train harder. tmr tution in morn then out to run with doris. i want to run super xzxzxz long. fri training. 8am at jurong stadium. i want to feel as xzxzxz tired as tdy. im feeling xzxzxz blah.





do you use all these kind of sweet thingies on every girl you come upon?
i must be the xzxzxz millionth girl then.
too bad. one more behind me.
more to come?
blah.

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( 10:28 PM )

& Wednesday, November 22, 2006

hmmm.. ytd.. haykel came.. we pizza-ed he went off.. leaving a mess of dunno what to clean up by myself! ): my homework also had pizza. grrr.. haaz =) was fun though. he paid everything n i only ate. =x he went off then.. hmmm.. went training.. doris n i. the gym was huge! i like! cos have thigh toner n some machine for the butt. =x anyway, i like more cos of the kids central! lol. =x hmmm.. bathed then some stupid fellow sounded the fire alarm n i was like.. o dear.. not while im bathing please! hmmm.. rained. doris n i finally finally finally caught step up! =] so beautiful.. =} roamed arnd for awhile n then headed home at arnd 9.50. reached home n tv-ed + online-d all the way! =] sort of. =x

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( 10:33 AM )

& Friday, November 17, 2006

training was cancelled last min. grrr. stayed at home n help dad the whole day! im a good good girl. haha.. not really. i was giving him the black face practically the whole aftnn. went shopping for grocerries for dinner at arnd 5. homed n tv now! watching step up with doris next tues! =] anyway, ive done finish 7 newspaper articles n one book review! many more to go. zzz.. hmmm.. the sec4s' Os over alrdy. when it started 2 weeks ago i was like.. woah! luckily not me. still have one more year to prepare(i know sound very xzxzxz)! but now most of them finish or else is mon or tues, im like.. huh. why not me! i want to eat play sleep havoc! ): still have holiday homework. wtf!

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( 6:18 PM )

& Monday, November 13, 2006

hmmm just came home from training! heez. it was quite okay.. uite relax.. but my shins start to hurt again n the blue blacks are like forming again.. shitass man. hmmm.. trained at jurong west stadium again n it was okay. after training went pionner mall's macs with doris n then homed n down again to buy satay! heh. =x hmmm.. training was okay just that some people's excuses are getting lamer n lamer, getting on my nerves. ): *disappointed*

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( 7:43 PM )

& Sunday, November 12, 2006

hmmm.. this whole week practically only rmb track stuffs. hmmm.. extended term ended on fri! yippee! anyway.. mon thrs still phys remedial.. im going for the morning one since aftnn thrs training.. grrrr. 8am. what the heck man. hmmm.. anyway thr was training on monday! it was held at jurong stadium but in the end we cldnt train cos some japanese soccer team wanted to hold their training there too. so.. we left. hmmm.. to play soccer! =x



the guys playing against some other team.. (taman jurong street soccer court!)


anyway.. then wednesday.. i cldnt remember.. i think it was just training..? circuit training i think. hmmm.. then friday.. mr tan came down! =D hmmm.. he talked to us.. asked loads of things and then we ran to the newly opened stadium. the near pioneer mall there.. jurong west stadium i think. hmmm.. trained there n, o boy o boy! the swimming pool was ooh lala! =x hmmm..after that ran back to sch at arnd.. 6? mr tan left then ms azlin came down. it was her bdae eve but only doris n i knew but we forgot. then ms azlin agreed to treat us so she asked us book swensens while she go n pray n meet us in 1/2 hr time. but what the heck! we (norman, doris, kumaran, suria, kavin, suhaizat n i) went the art park playground there play blind mice n catching n crocodile til the time overshot by 1/2 hour then no space at all then ms azlin angry. oops. so she went off before we managed to reach jp though we ran all the way. ): so.. no treat for us. ): anyway, we agreed to surprise her on monday! heez. hmmm.. then the guys went 7-11 buy food while i didnt even bring money out! grrrrrrr! anyway "kope" drinks from suhaizat n kavin n popcorn from doris. wahaha! hmmm.. went back art park n doris n i happily watched the guys play crocodile n catching. haha! they were like the entertainers of the night man! the old man n his 2 maids n 2 grandchildren n another man n his son n another woman n her son all sit the bench watch us play! lolololol man! heh. doris n i were thoroughly entertained by the guys too so we cant blame the audience for sitting there. =P hmmm.. we played til 9.40 then headed home. hmmm.. yup. here's the pic!


kavin in blue, suria blocked by kavin, suhaizat at the top, norman swinging if you really see closely, n lastly, kumaran in our jersey. =D
hmmm.. okay! anyway, then ytd went grandma's hese with mummy! hmmm.. then tdy maths tution. so cldnt watch suhaizat they all play their match. hmmm.. anyway.. yup!
he got over everything so fast n found someone new. i guess i move too slow or something. ): anyway.. haha.. trying to get my piorities right. 1. track. 2. studies. 3. Os. =] hope i really can jump over this hurdle. =] jiayou emm! =x

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( 5:37 PM )

& Friday, November 10, 2006

hmmm training later. hmmm.. mr tan coming back? finally man! hope he dont suddenly busy. =x hmmm.. tdy was rather slack? didnt felt like going but still went. zzz.. but then, lucky i went haha cos mdm loo gave chocolates. =x

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( 1:03 PM )

& Tuesday, November 07, 2006

3 cheers for track : hip hip hooray! hip! hip! hooray?

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( 9:00 PM )

& Saturday, November 04, 2006

nice day today! horribly tiring but, nice! =] went self-training with doris! =] met her at 10.30am under my blk. then we jogged to chinese garden. then went to the jurong east gym. =] worked out from 12.15 til arnd 2. haha.. one ACS independence guy there. so cute! x.x heh. tough and toned muscles too! =] anyway, then ate lunch n walked to chinese garden. walked inside, watched the dragon boat competition of one dunno what OCBC family day thing. then went to play the playground. slept for 20mins under the ncie sun then walked back home. =] haha! hope i burnt many many unwanted calories! heez! =] anyway, we discussed alrdy. we just train those who are committed and ourselves alrdy. too bad to those non-committed ones. it's the same for Os next year. since our class is so rowdy, time for individual studying. no distractions, no nothing. im going to so concentrate. =] welcome the new Miss Study : emm ! =D

i cant bring myself to forget you.
i cant say i didnt suspect you to be the cause of bad stuffs happening.
but i cant believe it, i still love you.
just hoping that im reading too much into everything
& that youre not doing anything bad.
if not it'll just pierce my alrdy broken heart into furthur smaller pieces.

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( 5:28 PM )

& about

emmeline.4th may 1991. 15 plus plus plus yrs old. im like a clam til i warm up to you. it takes plenty of time & chemistry. im impatient & my mouth has the ability to shoot if im in that "grrr" mood. love people with wonderful sense of humour. too much cold jokes, i cant take. love being part of HZE(Haykel, Zhijuan, Emm). love Tappity. love playing games & shopping & reading & suntanning & talking. depends on who the partner is. (: im pretty biased. love running but currently the passion seems to be fading away. ): love a lot of things & people. i hate liars & troublemakers. no bitching or bastard-ing please. i hate people who cause physical or emotional harm on purpose esp when it comes to matters of the heart. all humans cannot be trusted. what is love.

& those who really mattered.

angie
anthony
azura
benedict
brian
david
edmund
feng soon
haris
hariyani
haykel! (H) (:
irfaan
latif
nazreen
steph bestie! =}
sze yun
liping
zhi juan! (Z) (:

& it keeps spinning around

Natasha Bedingfield I Wanna Have Your Babies
Nelly Furtado All Good Things (come to an end)
Nelly Furtado Say It Right
Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland & Justin Timberlake Give It To Me
KT Tunstall Suddenly I See
The Fray How To Save A Life
Lily Allen Littlest Things

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